Remind Me Of..

Important!

2011-12-31T22:29:00.001+08:00

There was once I clerked a patient for a case report. The patient was retarded and aged 40+. (So, I didn't clerked her, her family instead). Her activities of daily living was dependent 99% to her mother. The mother, being old and having to take care of her daughter -instead of the other way around-, was always there for her daughter. She complained of body aches from her continuous sitting and sleeping while sitting up. Pity her.
She sacrificed a lot for her daughter. She bathed her, fed her and everything must be under supervision. For 40 years! She must be well-rewarded for her contribution and commitment.

On her last day in the hospital, I asked the mother;
I: Makcik, selalu solat kat mana?
Makcik: Em.. Tak solatlah. Takde tempat nak solat.
I: OMG. Berdosa tau.. (just kidding) --> Eh. Ada makcik. Ada surau staf kat sini. Kat tingkat 1 pun ada.
Makcik: [tidak memberi respon]

I pity her more for that.

I feel sad.
Her contribution towards human and God were not balance. Unequal.
I feel bad not asking the question earlier. She might change her mind if she knows there's a place to solat.
(anyway, this is Malaysia we're talking about. Insya allah, there is always a site/place to solat in a complex building.)

All in all. We must put the importance of solat FIRST in everything we do.
And not only us, we should always remind others too; mother, father, siblings, friends, etc.
We don't want growing old and have this habit of setting up solat in the latter list.
Be fair to ourselves.
Don't burn ourselves in hell for free yeah?

Saying The Right Things.

2011-09-12T08:30:00.001+08:00

Salam and hye.
How do you know if all these while you were saying the right things to people around you?
Your responds, your comments, your jokes.
How do you know if those things coming from your mouth are not hurtful, not insensitive?
Being a good man doesn't only mean having a good relationship with God. But also with human beings too. Some might say recklessly and harsh words with intention. That will be a different story.
For us to speak, use one of the various functions of our brain: THINK.
Practice yourself to speak delicately, graciously and more importantly, with empathy.
Don't say something you don't want somebody else says to you.
Yes. Truth hurts. But find a way to make it less painful.
Well, do some reflection for yourself. You might start with asking opinions from your friends on your talking and babbling.
Good luck in saying the right things at the right time.

Opinion Opinion

2011-09-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

Long time.
Talking about opinions, I have mine, you have yours.
Opinions are not facts. They remain as opinions unless proven otherwise.
So, your opinion or mine does not always has to be right.
We should learn to agree to disagree.
Unless it affects you and whatever that concerns you, just be calm and move on.
If it's really important, fight for it.
If it's not, let it go.
Shame on you if you think everyone else is dumber because they are different from you.
Opinion opinion.
What's your opinion about me?
Until then.

Out of Blue

2010-10-16T05:25:00.001+08:00

Okay.

Since I rarely update my blog.

And since exam is just right there before my eyes..

This is a super wrong time to update this glittery thing of mine.

So I woke up at 2 a.m (WIB) with high determination for OSOCA preparation or should I say,

'A-Killer-Oral-Exam-That-Is-Nauseating'

But

Well..

U know where I ended up

Here.

So I came across to one of my loooooong farrrr relative's blog.

It doesn't story much

More of her thoughts

And then it crossed my mind

One of the reason I didn't bother to think what to write in here

Is because I think too much!

What if this aunt of mine read this or that

What if my 'so-the-very-kepoh sister' catch on this

(which she always did kan Kak Iti??)

Sometimes your posts are meant to be read by someone else

And we hope that none of our teachers or lecturers read them

And reading back my previous posts, some of them are so not cooool to be read by those we respected or look up to or we... you get it or not? difficult la to explain

But isn't that the purpose of having a blog?

TO BE READ?

Haha.

Nonsense la aku ni.

Oh ye.

I heard that one of my cousin's relative

Post something in her blog about her mother.

Well. A bad one.

Rumor has it !

One of the you-never-thought-would-read cousin found it!

And people are talking!

Maybe she told her friends about her mother

It was just her thoughts

But when one of the family read that..

Not cool..

So not cool..

Like this 'Beriman' post.

It is totally decent.

And it was my thought

And my mother's thought

But I will totally (not totally la, sikit2 je) freak out if one of my uncles read that

Embarrassing tak?

Ke aku sorang je yg paranoid.

Am I?

Hehe. Like mother like daughter..

(Ok.. Mak please don't read this. You are not paranoid, you are just overprotective)

OK. Jgn mengumpat mak sendiri. Bahaya.

Nak exam.

Wish me luck.

Bai Bai

Dah subuh!

Maybe I should post something about "How to Use Your Time Wisely"

Sighh..

Boleh tak saya nak tegur?

2010-08-15T16:43:00.001+08:00

Baiklah.

Saya nak membebel sikit.

Kenapa manusia suka melihat kelemahan & keburukan orang lain?

Dan tidak mahu sedar dgn kelemahan diri sendiri?

Dan yang paling buruk perangai, bila orang menasihati dan rasa terpukul sikit, terus menghentam penasihat dgn dosa-dosanya yang zahir.

Kenapa mesti begitu?

Perlu ke kalau..

Ada menegur tentang kerja atau assignment anda yang tak lengkap

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Anda tidak dapat terima teguran

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Hati terasa sakit kerana tamparan teguran

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Counter attack/feedback mechanism: Anda hentam kembali dengan hujah2- sesungguhnya sang penasihat juga tak sempurna. Mendedahkan aurat & dibenci ramai

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Anda rasa lapang sbb dapat attack balik

Persoalannya:

Apakah natijah & kebaikan daripada counter attack tadi?

Adakah anda mengharapkan si penasihat ini akan berubah menutup aurat & disukai ramai

Atau

Sebenarnya ada perasaan hasad dengki di situ?

Contoh lain..

Ada menegur tentang status FB anda yg controversial

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Anda geram – terjadi salah faham

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Defense mechanism: Anda putar belitkan fakta yang jelas & memutarkan kesalahan kepada si penasihat

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Modal: Si penasihat tidak sempurna; tidak menutup aurat & peribadi tidak elok

Persoalannya:

Apakah niat anda bila membuka aib seseorang yang sesungguhnya sedang menasihati anda?

Perlukah defense mechanism itu berlaku sebenarnya?

Tidak bolehkan anda menjernihkan keadaan dengan tidak mengaibkan si penasihat itu?

Kalau anda begitu sempurna mengapa tidak terima sahaja teguran yang membina?

Atau menjelaskan sebaik-baiknya.

Adakah kerana dosa-dosa zahir si penasihat ini menyebabkan mereka tidak boleh MENEGUR?

Hinakah kami?

Hanya kerana dosa yang zahir kami tidak layak untuk menegur & menasihati?

Kami menegur kerana kami PEDULI

Ya.

Kami memang tidak sempurna. Sampai kiamat juga tidak akan pernah.

Tapi kami cuba untuk melakukan yang terbaik.

Kami cuba & jangan ingat kami tidak berfikir.

Tetapi.

Kami tidak cuba menegakkan benang yang basah.

Membenarkan yang salah

Menghentam manusia & menghina sekeras2nya dan di akhir kata memohon maaf

jika tersilap bicara

Mungkin nasihat yang kami berikan merupakan JALAN untuk kami menjadi lebih baik

Adakah anda cuba menghalang JALAN kami?

Saidina Ali R.A mengatakan:

“Janganlah melihat kepada siapa yang berkata, lihatlah kepada apa yang dikatakan.”

Secara zahirnya mungkin anda terlihat lebih baik daripada kami

Tetapi ingat..

Tiada yang sempurna

“Barangsiapa yang datang kepadamu dengan kebenaran maka terimalah kebenaran itu darinya, meskipun ia adalah orang yang jauh dan dibenci. Dan barangsiapa yang datang kepadamu dengan kebathilan maka tolaklah, meskipun ia adalah orang yang dicintai dan dekat.”

Ingat juga

Manusia yang berdosa mungkin juga akan menjadi manusia yang lebih baik pada hari mendatang

Manusia yang soleh mungkin juga akan menjadi manusia yang berdosa di hari kemudian

Niat si penasihat menegur ikhlas

Jangan sampai perbuatan anda yang suka ‘menang’ & ego tinggi itu menyebabkan lebih ramai kami-kami yang tidak sempurna & mereka-mereka yang lebih ‘daring’ dan berani menzahirkan dosa..

menjauhi orang2 ‘soleh’ seperti anda & menjauhi agama Allah

kerana takut diherdik & dihina & diaibkan

Bukankah kita semua adalah da'ie?

Mengapa perlu persoalkan dosa kami?

Maaf juga kalau sebelum ini kami juga bersikap lantang bila ada yang menegur

Defense mechanism mungkin ada pada semua orang tapi janganlah berlebih2

Doakan kami menjadi manusia yang kurang berdosa

"Sesungguhnya orang mukmin itu bersaudara"

*Memang ditujukan kepada para peng'aib' & bakal2 peng'aib'

Akan tetapi harap post ini dapat dimanfaatkan oleh semua & si penulis juga

Jangan menuding jari kepada sesiapa

Let's fix the damage!

Salam Ramadhan

Riak

2010-07-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

Riak itu tak baik. Berdosa.
Kenapa kita tak boleh riak?
Sebab semua kelebihan kita adalah milik ALLAH.
Kalau kita riak, ianya macam

'Kau action ada rumah banglo besar dabak tapi sebenarnya rumah tu jiran kau punya'

Jadi tak boleh lah macam tu.

Kelebihan yang kita ada ALLAH punya.

Kita pinjam.

ALLAH boleh ambil balik anytime anywhere.

Kalau kita kaya, mungkin esok ada team 'Leverage' swindle duit kita.

Kalau kita handsome, mungkin esok John Travolta (versi tak semenggah) graft muka kita dan tukar ngn muka dia.

Kalau kita pandai, mungkin esok kita kena disease yg bole degenerate brain kita.

Oleh itu, mari bersyukur & kurangkan riak.

Adaptasi dari Offline YM Nazmi

Happy Birthday Mak!!

2010-06-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hehe. Ye. Birthday lagi.

My mother!! The most important person in my life. Should be the most important person in everyone's life..
My emak adalah seorang bekas guru.
Sekarang, mak & abah adalah pesara kerajaan yg berjaya.
Mak berkulit cerah. Tapi tkde pn yg ikut kulit cerah mak. Semua ikot gelap abah!
Tapi mak & abah dua2 renek, jd kami semua pun mcm pokok bonsai. Renek2 sahaja.
Mak saya suka berjimat cermat. And I'm inheriting that gene.
Mak sebut lelaki = laki-laki
Mak sebut nombor = nombol
Mak sebut turquoise = turquoi
Kak mia & saya sgt suka usik mak dgn perkataan2 itu. Hehe. Sorry mak.

Mak juga byk memperkenalkn perkataan2 baru yg tk tahu lah wujud ke tak dlm kamus.
contohnye; subal = kasut yg nmpk gemuk kt depan,
kempok = orang yg muka cengkung ke dalam.
Mak suka tengok rancangan agama. Kalau kecik2 malam jumaat mak bukak forum perdana, semua org senyap2 seludup masuk dlm bilik. Skrg pn lebih kurang je la. Haha.
Mak bagus. Selalu nak belajar agama.

Mak tk suka buang barang2 terpakai. Mak suka simpan sbb mana tau nnti2 nak guna lagi. Tp selalunya tk guna pn. Tp tkpe la.

Saya juga suka ajak mak shopping. Sebab mak pn bekas juara2 shopping.

Semua orang pasti takut bila mak dah jegilkn biji mata atau jeling2. Takut ooo!
Perkataan paling menakutkn yg mak sebut ialah, kuang haja!.. meskipun mak ckp kt pelakon kt tv, tp kami terasa panahan itu kerana nada yg sungguh menakutkn.

We love asam pedas ikan sembilang mak. Nasi rawan mak. Mee mak. Ape2 la yg berkenaan ngn mak.

Mak pn tk suka org busuk!
Mak tk suka makan cheese, susu. Yg ala2 org putih punya mknn.
Ape2 pun...

Iqah sayang mak!
Semoga mak panjang umur, sehat selalu, dpt pg haji byk2 kali...

Happy Birthday Kak Iti...!

2010-06-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

Okay. So another birthday.
My 1st big sista..Happy 29th!
This sister of mine is very out of control.
She rules herself.
Tough cookie she is.
She is the drama queen in the family.

5 things that she likes to do/fond of/able to do/eager to do/has the talent:
1. Cook
2. Multitasking
3. Talk
4. Drama'ing'
5. well.. peeling off her cuticles. (you better stop that)

I should thank her for:
1. Took care of me when my mom went for Haji when I was 2. And she was 10!
2. Woke me up to go to school. (tadika). I remember you shouted, 'Iqah, wake up! Take your bath!!' Is this true, or is it just my imagination?
3. Accompanied me to MARA interview where we both had no idea what I was interviewing for.
4. Being my sister.

You should thank me for:
1. Took care of you when you broke your leg.
2. Woke up early to go to school (primary school..where I should woke up a bit later) so that you won't be late.
3. Took care of you during your puerperium. It wasn't that much actually. You did a lot of things on your own.
4. Being your sister. Hehe.

Why I like you:
1. You are not that grumpy as Kak Mia
2. You give me nephew & niece
3. You are my sister. No choice

You...
1. You like to do nonsense, asking things that you might found in Google right away.
2. Call people to say something 'urgent' when it was actually far from 'urgent'. Like, 'Sapa yg belakon cite...'
3. You like to mock my teeth when yours are not that impressive either.

My message to you:
1. Don't drink coke. (forever)
2. Be a good sister, child, mother, wife, businesswoman, etc..
3. I love you

Happy Birthday Abah!

2010-06-16T21:50:00.001+08:00

Hari ni 16 Jun. Birthday Abah saya.
Maka, seperti biasa, saya tulis blog untuk birthday2 orang saja nak kasi touching.
Pun begitu, saya berharap abah saya tak payah la baca post ni. Mcm tak perlu je.
Abah..
Abah suka bakar sampah. Dan nampaknya, beliau seperti enjoy duduk sebelah asap dan memerhatikan sampah dibakar. 'Abah kena jaga paru2. Lagi satu, asap pun boleh buat cataract jugak'.
Iqah dah cakap, 'Abah ni buat pencemaran la. Tak bagus tau.'
Tapi Abah cakap, 'Takpelah, buat pencemaran sikit untuk hapuskan pencemaran yg lebih byk (sampah)'
Haisshhhhhhhhhh..
Abah ni suka nak menang je kalau bebual. Pasal belerang pun boleh buat debat dgn mak.
Abah juga orangnya menjaga kesihatan dari segi pemakanan.
Abah tak suka makan kicap sbb byk ajinomoto, abah tak mkn sate, sbb byk lemak.
Abah suka beli makanan mcm orang putih. Makan bijirin2 sehat, yoghurt, kismis, susu.
Abah juga tidak suka minum ais sbb ais tak bagus. Apatah lagi air gas berkarbonat. Tidak ada dalam kamus makanan Abah.
Abah cakap, 'Cakap kat Shuhadah jangan minum coke. Tak bagus tu'.
Abah cakap, 'Air yoghurt ni air paling sedap kat dunia'. Tapi air yoghurt tu yahudi la abah.
Abah panggil Kak Iti 'Shuhadah' tapi bunyi mcm 'Suadah'
Abah panggil Kak Mia 'Miha' tapi bunyi mcm 'Mehah'
Abah kalau ketawa ada bunyi angin keluar dr mulut. Mcm bunyi kucing Salem cite Sabrina the Teenage Witch tu ketawa.
Abah menentang bida'ah. Dulu2 macam pelik je apa yg abah buat. Tapi sekarang, yg pelik itulah kebenarannya.
Abah juga nampaknya suka kucing. Bagi makan kucing. Bebual dgn kucing. Marah kucing yg jahat.
Kucing2 juga nampaknya suka Abah. Kecuali kucing yang jahat.
Abah tak berapa suka ambik gambar muka sendiri.

Abah ckp, 'Hari2 dah tengok muka sendiri, kenapa nak ambik gambar lagi'..
OK Abah. Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, menjadi lebih baik. Go Abah Go!
Semoga kerja2 pembinaan abah di rumah berjalan lancar.
Sweet 55. Abah bagitau tadi kat tepon, abah pakai baju Yankees 55. Haha.
Abah.. Abah..

Abah juga suka binatang2 lain selain kucing

Happy Birthday Ida, Lovely Cousin Ever!

2010-06-07T21:54:00.001+08:00

The above title is referred.
Ida is my cousin.
I practically know her my entire life.
She's 22 this year!
OMG.
Time fly fast.

When we were young, so young, we bathe together at her home. We covered the drain in the bathroom with something, then we flooded the bathroom with water. And then, we sprinkled detergents all over, and SPLASH! we were actually had our own bubble party together. It was awesome! I really love & enjoy that thing -at that moment.

We played dolls together, collected mini set of tea, played in the playground. I remember that we were so looking forward to go to the sundry shop at the opposite block.

And when I went to school in Kluang, it was kinda hard to keep in touch regularly. So we sent letters! Classic isn't it! I remembered most of your envelopes was yellow. And you wrote in that, addressing the warden not to hold back the letter, since all letters to student were read firsthand & censored by the wardens. You even wrote poems Ida! Your handwritings are chubby. I still kept the letters ok..

We grew up & old. We spent our outings in Eastpoint. Had Burger King. Played in the arcade. Went to This Fashion. Oh you had your hair permed in Kg. Melayu salon. It was kinda disaster wasn't it.

Then there were times we spent our nights out at Clarke Quay. Bitching people as they passed by. And we went to Esplanade. It was like a tour in Singapore. Hey, I wanna do that again!

And we took care of nenek when she was sick. And we came back home late night, and my mom had called Cik Munah dozen times.

You are a wonderful cousin Ida! Now & Then..
Have a wonderful and joyous life.

This was long time ago!

You painted this in Paint in my laptop, and asked me not to delete it. When we were in Port Dickson. Here it is!!

Love ya lots!

Boycott Israel: How to make people around you do the same?

2010-06-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

Israel Laknatullah..
There are people out there, Muslims in particular who haven't open their eyes and start do something about the Gaza, Palestine issues. Here are some ways you can do to help them:

1. When you see a friend holding a Coca-cola can, bulge your eyes, twitch your mouth and try to make a 'jijik' face the best you can.

2. When someone really close to you (like sister..hehe) demanding to have Israel products, you bulge your eyes again, say 'No' and if they insist, you can try a bit of violence (bite softly, hit mildly, pinch seriously) on them to stop them doing so. It is better to do it in public so he/she will get embarrassed.

3. Istighfar for 3 times, and pray loudly with your eyes looking up to the sky, 'Ya Allah Ya Rabb, may you show the right path for this friend of mine, so that he will stop helping the Israels instead of the Palestinians. Israel Laknatullah'. It is best if you can try to well your eyes a bit. Make it dramatic.

4. When a friend is consuming or using the 'jinx' products, you hold the container, pretend that you are interested in that product, and try to make him offer you to try the products, and you should say, "Is this good? Whose product is this?" Fumble a bit and.. "Oh my god! This is Israel's! You actually using/eat this? God forgive me.. and YOU!".
Malay version. "Ya Allah! Barang Israel ni! Kau guna/makan benda ni? Semoga Allah ampunkan aku..dan KAU!". And put that thing away far from you.

5. A friend is drinking from Starbucks cup, and you simply say, "Oh. I'm thirsty.." or "I need a drink". Then if she/he offers you the drink in his/her hand, and you should reply, "Eww.. I don't drink Israels! Gross!" or "Yucks! I'm allergic to Israel's!". Don't forget to make ogre-like face.
Malay version. "Eyuuuww. Aku tak minum Israel! Jijik!" atau "Yekk. Aku allergic dgn Israel!

Hey hey. We should prove that we can live without those Laknatullah & their products. Even if it costs something & need you to sacrifice something, we should always remember, God is always there to help us! What goes around comes around! Buy safely people!

WISHLIST

2010-05-30T19:33:00.000+08:00

Stop talking too much nonsense
See the good in others
Spend less time on the internet
Stop being lazy
Be consistently neat & tidy
Slow down on shopping
Read more educational books
Spend more time to study than sleep
Spend less time to sleep than study
Travel around more - Bali, Surabaya, India, Makkah
Save more money
Do less spending
Update blog more often
Treat people well
Nice teeth
Less embarrassment
Watching less motion pictures
Pray a lot more
Do more flip charts in presentation (but not always, just more)
Boycott Jewish products more consistently
Cut down on sarcasm (but keep it in case it comes in handy)
Have more respects to the teaching doctors
Slow down on gossiping!
Lessen daydreaming
Be better

Beriman

2010-05-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

I asked my mother, 'Mak, mak nak laki yg macam mana utk kita (kak mia & I)?'

My mom answered, 'Nak yg beriman.. Kalau die jaga solat, insya allah yang lain2 boleh bentuk.'

I replied, 'Habis tu kalau beriman, tapi tkde duit mcm mana?'

Mama said, 'Takpelah, hubungan dgn Allah tu lg penting...'.

BERIMAN GUY WANTED!

tak bau busuk

single

(But not for now)

People keep asking, 'Bila nak ade boyfriend?'.
And my usual lame answer, 'Takde sape nak..' (for real)
But, penting sgt ke ada boyfriend?
Anyway, I am not planning to get married (ouch & itch), not before graduating.
(Plan saja, ALLAH yg menentukan)..
So why bother having a boyfriend that you wont marry until after a couple double triple of years ahead?

Wallahu a'alam...

P/S: Saya berharap Kak Mia dpt jmpa LAKI-LAKI yg beriman & berguna dan sila kahwin

Tribute to Betty: A Blue Fighting Fish Pet

2010-05-27T13:11:00.001+08:00

I bought Betty right before reproductive system final exam.
Bought in PAUN. I bought 2 fighting fish actually, red & blue. I thought the red one was female, but when I put them together, they keep fighting. So, I assume both are female OR both are male. Haha.
Long story short, the red one went dead. Can't remember when.
So the blue one left alone with me.
And recently I gave her a name; 'Betty'.
When the food that I bought along with her finished, she didn't eat other fish foods that I bought later after that.
I fed her with mosquitoes. How? Mosquitoes come, I hit them and put them in the fish tank. (Actually not a tank, but a bekas kuih raya).
Betty is a survivor. At nights when there weren't any mosquitoes, she didn't eat anything.
She'd rather starve than consuming the fish foods that I bought.
(She actually did took in the food, but kehek the food after that)(betul ke kehek? bahasa kelantan ni)
Sometimes, she didn't eat anything for far too long that I can't imagine what keeps her alive.
She is a fish. She is quiet. Never complains.
She died recently at 24th May 2010. Approximate age is 1 yr old.
What a fish!

Thanks to those who have helped me took care of Betty when I was not around.
Nadia
Nisa
Yana
Elmi
Faroh
Wan.. (maybe Betty don't like men)

I am going to miss you Betty whenever I encounter mosquitoes.

*Mana pic betty ni? Aku da amik gmbr die awal2 bila rsa die mcm nk mati..

Hey Hey Cepat Mengumpat Saya!

2010-05-03T23:45:00.001+08:00

So, I've been thinking of doing something good to myself.
I'm doing evaluation of myself.

But sometimes we miss things that are truly obvious in front of our eyes, comes out from our own mouth and etc...
So I need my friends, families & those who know me even in a single meeting.. to speak out of things that u think of me. About me. Anything about me.
And No, this is not mengumpat as in the title.

So I created this form below for you guys to fill in the things about me. This will go straight to my email. So no one but me is going to read them. And I will not know who you are unless u leave a name.

Either negative or positive. I'm looking forward to read 'bad' things about me. After all, it wasn't that hard isn't it. Hehe.

I just need to evaluate myself.
I'm not sure for how long this 'reflection' thing is going on. But the max is a month. So, grab your chance to CONFRONT me and say things u really need to say about me. No offense.. No hard feelings..
Please help me doing so and be honest.
Thank You for helping me become a better man.

Dah baca kena isi form ni eh! Jangan nak tangguh2!! Isi sekarang!

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My buta K850i

2010-04-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

OK. Long hiatus I have been.
Cerita yang akan diceritakan ini dah lama. Tapi nk tulis jugak la sbb tk tau nk tulis ape lg. Lg pn dah lama sgt tak update mcm dah tahap melampau.
Handphone K850i.
Syifaa panggil die handphone robot.
I bought in JB in Dec 2008.

Satu hari yg tak disangka2, tiba2 screen minah ni blank. Mula2 blank kejap2 je. Skali tros blank tk nmpk ape2. Call bole, msg bole, amik gmbr pn bole..Tp tk nmpk ape2. Haa.. Mcm org buta lah hp ini.
Kemudian, few weeks later, I sent my phone to bengkel. Di JATOS. (Jatinangor Town Square, Bandung, Indonesia). Kedai tingkat 3.

Kedai Pertama:
Pakcik ini muka die mcm ikhlas. Lalu setelah explain the problems and everything, die ckp LCD rosak. Harga: Rp 250,000(RM 80+).

Beberapa hari berlalu.. HP saya dah tak buta! I asked for my 'late' LCD from him. Lalu bawa pulang.

Dgn excited, main2 hp. Tiba2 blank semula. Maka, geram.
Lalu bawa pulang semula ke kdai pakcik muka mcm ikhlas tu.
Die nk tuka LCD baru.

Beberapa hari berlalu lagi.. I went back to the store and pkcik muka tak brapa nk ikhlas tu kata tkle nak baikkan my HP. He gave back my money but my phone was in a bad condition.
Die pasang tak betul, Ada gap in between the casing.

Kedai Kedua (nama die Hapehade):
I told the story all over again. He said the same thing, LCD prob. But this time, they don't know the price of the LCD. So, since he had disassembled my HP and everything, he said that they will inform me later the price. And wait for my confirmation.

Beberapa hari berlalu. No information! Lalu, geram lagi.
Went back to the store. The lady of the shop was there. I asked about the LCD & bla bla bla.
Baru lah die terkedek2 nak call he-who-know-the-price right away.
She said, Rp 350,000. OK lg mahal dr kedai before. Lg pn dah plan nk tuka kat msia jela. So I decided to take back my buta phone. But the man yg buat keje2 gode2 hp tu takde. Tk dtg lg, so I said I will come back tomorrow to take my phone. LCD nya jangan diganti..

Tapi die degil.

Beberapa hari kemudian, HP itu telah bercahaya semula. Lalu, geram. Kan aku dah kata jgn tuka. Aku ckp bahasa Indonesia kot. Bukan ckp melayu! Heshhh.
Lalu, mintak org kedai tuka blik LCD kpd yg lama. Bialah die buta, asal tk tertipu.
Tapi die pulak mintak Rp100,000 as a service charge. Macam apeeee!!! Marah ni. OK lah. Fine. Memandangkan dah 'tertuka' LCD tu, I am willing to pay. Deduction to Rp300,000.
Lalu bila dibelek2 HP bercahaya itu, ada sesuatu luar biasa. Bukak tmpt battery, wah mcm lain je. Ini bukan HP saya. Instinct seorang tuan HP saya kuat mengatakan.
Bila ditanya2, diorg ckp, Ya, Ini HP nya. Yeye je kau ni.
Lalu I said, duit tak cukup esok lah amik. Sebenarnya nak gi call mak tanya no siri HP tu kat kotak. Kotak HP ade kat rumah.

Lalu beberapa hari kemudian, I came back to the store.
Checked the HP. Tgk phone book, nama Indonesia. Sent msgs, wahhh ade 12 msg bahasa sunda. When I asked them, they said they purposely sent msgs to TEST the phone! Test smpai 12 mbak???
Dicoba2 serial nya.. Nah beda tu.. Padan muka kau.
(Flashback: masa mula2 hantar hp tu, ade lg satu hp k850i kat kedai tu)
Haa. Die ckp HP yg lagi satu tu belongs to someone kerja kat JATOS tu jugak.
Lalu, die pn pergi lah mendapatkan lelaki berHP k850i itu.
Beberapa minit yg lama... (mcm ade konspirasi je)
Baru lah HP yg sebenar smpai.
TAPI.
HP aku telah bercahaya tetapi bila nak amik gmbr, LCD jd blank. Wuuwuuwuuu
Camera half-damaged. Lighting kat LCD area tgh2 mcm gelap sikit.
But I won't let the phone stay a minute longer with those manipulative strangers. So, I took back my half-cacat phone.

Jadi. Janganlah hantar repair HP anda sembarangan. Kerana mereka ini kadang2, nk buka tmpt battery pn tak tahu. Main tibai je nk buat mcm mana.
Sakit hati.

Tapi. Lesson learned.

Tagged by Amal & Pejal

2010-01-10T07:42:00.004+08:00

1)ADAKAH ANDA RASA ANDA HOT???
Hot (marah) - sikit2. bila kemal nk bgn subuh ni..haishhh

Hot (panas) - zero. sejuk. rebut2 comforter ngn yana.

Hot (attractive) - tak.

2)UPLOAD fav pic ANDA...

3)CERITA PASAL GAMBAR...
bukanlah fav sgt pn. in the pic: my 1st big sis. hari raya 2nd. on d way to spore. dlm keta.

4)BILA TERAKHIR KALI MAKAN PIZZA???
tk hengat. dah lama dah. order papa ron 2 kt rumah.

5)LAGU TERAKHIR ANDA DENGAR???
Empire State of Mind - Jay-Z ft. Alicia Keys. Da tido. Ingatkn alarm clock. Rupanya lagu kt laptop. Cehh

6)APA YANG ANDA BUAT SELAIN MENYELESAIKAN TAG INI???
Tunggu nisah abis mndi. Mandi laju2 nisah. Nnti air abis.

7)SELAIN NAMA SENDIRI ANDA DIPANGGIL NAMA APA???
- sheqa (kawan2)

- iqah (kaum keluarga)

- sheq

- mama cu

- qoka

- shake your bon2

- gemok (kak mia)

8)TAG LAGI 8 ORANG!!!

1- MALnutrition

2- Captain Anjang

3- Faroh

4- Epin

5- Yaya Umardani

6- Yana

7- Nisah

8- Anip

- Tk kesah la ade blog ke tak. Buat jela bnda ni atas ketas pn tkpe.

9)SIAPAKAH ORANG NO.1 KEPADA ANDA???
Dia mcm kawan baik aku. Hahaha. Sbb pegi skola sama2. Aku jerit nama die, die jerit nama aku. Aku kutuk dia, dia kutuk aku. Baik ke tu? Die tk suka kua2 sosial mcm yana. Yana sosial.

10)KATA SESUATU MENGENAI ORANG NO.5...
Yaya dalink. Nti blik JB kite foya2 lagi ok.. Bole beli baju kat reject shop RM3!

11)NO.3 ADA HUBUNGAN DENGAN SIAPA???
Dengan laptop. Dengan topek. Ok tak?? Hehehe. Ada bantahan?

12)BAGAIMANA PULA DENGAN ORANG NO.4???
Dengan miera. (bknla mira marsidek). syg betul die kt cikgu miera ni. yelah. semoga kawin & forever & dpt anak cute.

13)PESANAN KEPADA ORANG NO.6...
Yana jgn mandi lmbt. Nnti aku gtau daddy kau. Haha.

Yana jgn suka diam. Nnti aku rasa nk marah kau.

Yana. Aku suka kari kau.

14)KATA-KATA CINTA UNTUK NO.2...
Captain.. I just want to say... I love you. But..We can't be together. We just can't...

15)ADAKAH NO.7 DAN N0.8 MEMPUNYAI PERSAMAAN???

Nisah & Anip??

Hahaha.

- Nama start ngn H

..Da 5minit aku pkir persamaan diorg ni..

- Menurut sumber yg bole dipercayai, dua2 suka dgr lagu.

..Ah. Fed-up la aku nk pikir lagi..

16)BERIKAN 5 YANG ANDA TAHU ORANG YANG MEN'TAG' ANDA
AMALMATER

1. Ayah dia masa muda2 dlm gmbr hensem

2. Selalu pakai selendang. Penah buat tutorial pakai selendang kt uma kn?

3. Org admin suka cari amal. Amal selalu bwk brita gmbira bila kelas tkde.

4. Amal = Buku photocopy

5. Amal suka kawan ngn sume org.

PEJAL

1. Dr sumber yg pasti, pejal mandi lama & mcm air terjun. bedebush..

2. Kalau gi umah 75, even pejal bilik plg depan, die salu tk dgr kalau aku bg salam. Sakit hati aku.

3. Pejal suka sosial. Ngn zub, ngn wan, ngn nua. Ape nak jadi?

4. Pejal dari dulu smpai skrg nk bg tazkirah kamis mlm jumaat. Tp tk ter'bagi' pun.

5. Pejal malas main bola. Tapi bgus jd penunggu gol.

17)PERSAMAAN KAMBING DENGAN LEMBU???

I eat them. Sedapnya ari tu mimpi mkn sup jukebox. wow wow wow.

18)PERASAAN BUAT TAG NI???
Bagus jugak la. Tag ini memaksa kita mengimbas kembali memori & mengaktifkan hippocampus.

19)ADAKAH ANDA TAHU SI RAZMAN ITU SENGAL???
Who is this razman? Aku nk tuka razman kepada suhaimi.

Who is suhaimi???

20)GAY or LESS???
soalan ni less ke les? Soalan tk berkualiti. I like girlss! But i'll take a man as a partner.

Happy Birthday Dearie Ammer

2010-01-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

Another family member's birthday.
But this time, he won't be able to read the post.
Not until he reaches...at least 5 or 6 years old maybe.
And that's gonna take 2-3 years.
And I don't know whether this blog is available at that moment.

And HE is my beloved one and only (for now) nephew.

MIM AMMERULLAH

Happy 3rd Birthday.

You just 3. How boring.

Ammer my nephew who always kinda confused between me & my sister.
Who often smells air liur basi or air tuak as my dad would call it.
You are sort of cute when you were speechless (meaning: belum tau ckp lg).
Now.. yeah. You look like US. The Abdullah's..You are adorable though.

But no matter what, I will always love you, darling.
You are somewhat stubborn enough. Just like your mother. I won't blame you. Hehe.
Well dear, with you born, you brought quite a happiness & brightness & light and anything shiny.
But you gonna have to share the limelight with your sister, Aleeyah.
Who don't bother anything else other than breastfeed.
Not much of a competition there.

One day, I will bring you to 'atas'. As you always want & keep repeating as you saw my face.
And the only thing you noticed from RM 10 note. What an eye you have.
(atas = aeroplane)

Well. That's it. Don't write long because you don't bother to read.
You don't even bother to talk to me over the phone.

Pesanan utk ammer:
1. Don't be afraid of cats. Because that is so pondan.
2. Don't cry. U look ugly when u are crying
3. Behave. Stubborn & naughty is not cool anymore.
4. Don't give your mother any hard time. She is my sister okayy.

Mama Cu sayang ammer. Ammer sayang cu tak?
Miss u darl.

What good does reading the Quran do?

2010-01-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur'an. His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could. One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa! I try to read the Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book.
"What good does reading the Qur'an do?"

The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Ta ke this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."

The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead. The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would Leak out before he got back to the house. The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty. Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!" "So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look at the basket."

The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.

"Son, that's what happens when you read the Qur'an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be Changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives."

http://www.noorehidayat.org/index.php?p=earticles&id=13

Tolong beli tudung saya - [SOLD OUT to tety]

2010-01-06T20:10:00.005+08:00

oh. ini bukanlah blogshop. tapi kakak saya telah TERSALAH beli tudung utk saya. I asked for a royal blue.

ROYAL BLUE

Warna yg kt atas tu dah ada dah beli.

Kepada sesiapa rakan2 UNPAD Jatinangor yg nk beli tdg ni, sila lah. Yg kt msia tk pyh.

TUDUNG: Tudung mcm arianni (mcm je) yg aku salu pakai

HARGA: RM 20.00/ Rp 60,000

PERNAH PAKAI KE TAK: Pernah utk amik gmbar jela.

JENIS KAIN: tak tau. tapi kain best ala2 arianni sikit. polyester kot.

SIZE: M . Labuh tutup dada okayyy.

ASAL: Import dari Shah Alam

BAU: Bau kedai lagi.

Kalau nak boleh lah comment, msg, facebook, ym, skype, cuit bahu, panggil nama.

eeqah89@yahoo.com

PESANAN: Tolonglah beli.

10 LITTLE things that make me happyy..

2010-01-05T07:26:00.001+08:00

1. Bila ada 'uang pas' nak byr duit angkot.

2. Bila amal masuk lecture hall & ckp.. kelas takde!!

3. Bila doctor kata..'you can go back'..= kelas habis..~

4. When I wake up in the morning, and it's Saturday..! Holidayyy!

5. Bila dpt pukul nyamuk..& bg makan kat ikan laga.

6. When the plant I planted seems to grow..

7. Bila da dapat jumpa LI kat dlm buku..

8. Bila ada org comment kat blog.

9. Bila dah mandi pagi.. huhu

10. Bila diselubungi comforter yg enak pada hari yang sejuk..

When I Broke Up

2010-01-01T21:03:00.002+08:00

When I just broke up, I was so angry with my ex that I posted a bulletin on Friendster, cursing him here & there. Looking back, it was a seriously stupid thing to do.

Thanks to my sister, Kak Iti, she called me and asked me what had happened, and what's with the bulletin..

And she said one thing that I remember until now.. which I took as an advice..

"Apsal mcm gelabah sangat?"

Woohooo..

That did pushed the button.

I deleted the bulletin of course.

Now that I can see, it was humiliating.

Having people to know what I was angry about, and telling other friends & strangers about personal things that they may not need to know.

Love is not always sweet.

It is full of surprises.

Once you get to the sour part of it, be strong.

Keep moving forward. (Mcm dlm movie meet the robinsons!!)

Because life is NOT only about love.

And please stop cherishing love (to human being) as the most important thing in life.

Live your life to the fullest darlsss.

So bila break up. Jgn la gelabah sgt ok. Relax & tenang2 aje.

Remind me of myself.

Happy new year everyone.

Quote from Ustaz Zahazan:

'Allah tak suka org menceritakn maksiat yg die pernah buat. Memadailah dgn bertaubat.'

NOT soft of speech

2009-12-31T10:14:00.001+08:00

O ye wives of the Prophet! Ye are not like any other women. If ye keep your duty (to Allah), then be not soft of speech, lest he in whose heart is a disease aspire (to you), but utter customary speech

(33:32)

Haa..

Kepada sesiapa girls out there.

Especially those who are lemah lembut, budi bahasa, sopan santun. Pakej baik buat vini..

Watch your speech as you speak..

In other words..

Stop menggedik with your voice.

Speak normally.

Ini Allah suruh okayy..

Tapi tk payah la ckp mcm nak marah atau jerit2. tenang ye.

Janganla plak ckp 'the gedik voice' is your normality.

Crapppp..

Sila berlatih dialog di bawah dengan nada gedik. Supaya u know how nauseated it is..

'alaaaaaaa.. kenapa macam tu..apa salah aku..(muka konon2 cebik comel)'

'pejaaal..!!..aku nak jugak..kenapa dia dpt eskrem aku tk dpt..(soryla pejal guna nama kau, bru dgr kau buat bising kat luar td.hee..)'

'ala..ala..ala..da koyak da..ganti balik..ganti balik..'

ok. penat pikir dialog.

remind me of myself.~

Heart

2009-12-31T09:15:00.001+08:00

Hello people. In this very breezy morning, I want to write some thoughts of mine..

Jaga Jaga Jaga Jaga Jagalah Hatimu
Jangan Jangan Jangan Biarkan Kotori Hatimu

Jagalah Hati Jangan Kau Kotori
Jagalah Hati Lentera Hidup Ini
Jagalah Hati Jangan Kau Nodai
Jagalah Hati Cahaya Illahi

Bila Hati Kian Bersih
Pikiran Pun Kian Jernih
Semangat Hidup Kan Gigih
Prestasi Mudah Diraih
Namun Bila Hati Busuk
Pikiran Jahat Merasuk
Ahlak Kian Terpuruk
Jadi Mahluk Terkutuk

Bila Hati Kian Suci
Tak Ada Yang Tersakiti
Pribadi Menawan Hati
Ciri Mukmin Sejati
Namun Bila Hati Keruh
Batin Selalu Gemuruh
Seakan Dikejar Musuh
Dengan Allah Kian Jauh

Bila Hati Kian Lapang
Hidup Sempit Tetap Senang
Walau Kesulitan Datang
Dihadapi Dengan Tenang
Tapi Bila Hati Sempit
Segalanya Makin Rumit
Seakan Hidup Terhimpit
Lahir Batin Terasa Sakit

About HEART...

The above writings are lyrics of a song 'jagalah hati'. When I was a kid, I used to listen to this song from Indonesia TV channel. It is a nice song, simple but yet has a deep meaning.

People say:

Dia budak alim-alim gitu..

Dia budak skola agama..

Dia pandai..

Dia gorgeous!..

TAPI..

Hati dia busuk..

Org banyak tak suka dia..

Mulut dia mcm longkang.

CONCLUSION: Alah. Kalau setakat pandai, tahu agama, tapi hati busuk buat apa?

BUT when..

People say:

Dia bukan budak baik sgt.

Semayang tk cukup

Dia suka party!

Pakai sexy...

TAPI...

Hati dia baik..

Die suka tolong orang..

Org suka kwn ngn die.

Die friendly..

CONCLUSION: Biarlah die buat ape yang dia suka, asal die tk kacau org, die baik ngn org..

RESULTS: Misinterpretation!

Well. This is happening around us.

It's more like a trend.

'Biar la mulut aku jahat, asal hati aku baik' - Mana kau tau hati kau baik??

We cannot judge people based on the outside nor on the inside.

We don't judge at all..

Look for both of them. INSIDE & OUTSIDE.

Because both of them are related.

Doesn't mean, when you are liked by many people, and have many friends, you have a good heart.

And vice versa, when you think you are 'perfect', you follow the rules of life, doesn't mean you have the immunity in the afterlife..

Watch out dearies. God is watching us.

Take care of your MOUTH. Speak with your mind.

Take care of your EYES. See with your heart.

Take care of your HEART. Because it represents who YOU are.

Take care of yourself.!

And thy Lord knows all that their hearts conceal and all that they reveal (28:69)

It is He Who knows what is open in speech and what ye hide (in your hearts) (21:110)

Happy BigDay Sister..

2009-12-25T19:38:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Kak Mia.. my beloved sis.

I don't care if you find this post lame. It's my blog, suka hati iqah la!

Why I HATE her..

9. Grumpy when it comes to sleep. Either she is about to sleep OR about to wake up from sleep..Stay away from her.

10. Obsessed with work. Don't even make time to send me off to airport.

88. Always buy nice things on sales & discounts..and forgot about me. The only adorable little sister she has.

43. She rarely ever give me pocket money.

55. Load up pictures of us, in which she looks 'gorgeous' & my look..totally out of question.

Why I LOVE her..

17. She is my sister. It is a must to love your family. hee.

82. She always gave me her stuffs. Unwanted ones usually.

03. She is scarily funny at times.

34. She always gave me a lift home when I went to JB town. (Because her office is there)

95. She tells me things, which makes me feel important.

61. She is a good girl. But can be irritating sometimes.

About me & my sister.

One. I know we love each other. Because who else we gonna love?

Two. We play tengok-jeling after prayers & other occasions. Which she tries to hate because she said she is a grown up. Duhh..

Three. She hates my singing.

Four. We go shopping (or window shopping) & hang out together when we have no one else to find. Hee.

Note:

Happy birthday to you.

Enjoy your life.

Be a good girl.

Boys are plain lame. No worry about them.
Love me & the whole family.

10 Things I Still Remember

2009-12-22T17:16:00.001+08:00

Darjah 3!

When I was a kid..

1. I cried when my mother just came back from Mekah in 1992. Because I thought, mommy was about to fly to Mekah, not flew back.

2. I peed in my pants, when I was 3 years old in a rental car in Langkawi..with my father permission. He was engrossed with monkey-picture-taking..

3. When I just learned to read, I read the newspaper headline and shouted to my mother.."Mak!! Rogol tu ape??"..

When in primary school..

4. I hated school, and cried and begged not to go to school. I was scared with a teacher named Ustaz Nizam. I stopped crying when he quits.

5. Once, when I was Primary 4 kot, I vomited at one end of a classroom on my way to the toilet. I left the vomitus, made my way to the toilet, and ACT like it was not my own vomit. Disgusting!!

6. My sister & my father, when they picked me up after school, told me I smelled like an 'egg'. Which is yuckss! but I was just a kid who schooled from 8 to 4 with lots of running, jumping & playing..

7. I always love playing buaya-buaya.

8. On fridays, when the boys went for solat Jumaat, we sometimes played kawin-kawin, in which we used telekung as a veil. huhu. and girls as bride & groom.

9. I wrote a pantun, as a 'keceriaan' kelas which says something about pursuing to a 'universitas'(in desperation to rhyme the pantun with S-end).Now, i really end up in a universitas in indonesia. duhh..thanks to the pantun.

10. I always think I will not live long. I think I will die before I reach 20. Now, tadaa!!. I'm turning 21 soon. Thanks to God.

Change

2009-12-15T14:00:00.004+08:00

This post should actually been posted on January.
But I kept them in draft, and forgot about it.

It's just weird how people change in a second.
Last week you see her all nice to you, and the next thing, she is your biggest enemy.
You thought you know someone with all your heart, but then, truth reveals and that someone is a complete stranger after all.

What makes people change actually?
What makes you change about something?
What makes you change your friendster layout? (This was January ok. FB is not that famous at that time)
What makes you change your food choices?
What makes you change your religion?
What makes you change your shoes?
Bla..Bla..Bla..
Sometimes people are so vulnerable to change that he or she never realize the outcomes of it.

Beware! Change is not always a good thing.
So, better aim for something better.
Change to become a better one!

Oh. Malam Ini Dalam Sejarah

2009-12-14T23:50:00.007+08:00

Haa.
Org sume sibuk soh aku update blog.(famous kan aku?)
Padahal byk lg blog korg bole bca.
Org sume buat blog dok cite pasal kegiatan seharian.
Aku malas la nk cite bnda2 mcm tu. sbb hari2 aku sama je.
Tp tkpe la. utk penuhkan blog.

Malam ini..

balik lmbt, pg main violin ngn MMS.(bukan main, memain2kan)
da mgrib bru blik. buka puasa dlm angkut minum minute maid: pulpy orange.
balik uma laju2 solat, makan, solat.
opss. lupa nak mandi.
bkn lupa, tp malas+ sejuk+ air terhad+ org-kata-kalau-mandi-lepas-makan-nanti-perot-boncet..
tk kesah la tu.
pastu niat yg tinggi nk tido.
tp jaa soh online, nak bebual pasal jakarta punye hal.
bukak laptop.
bukak email.
baju yg aku order online, will be delivered esok ke rumah(JB yeh). excited!

In the meantime, hari ni byk nyamuk. Jadi berparty sakan la ikan laga aku nan satu tu makan nyamuk.
Tapi...Banyak sgt pulak nyamuk!! Smlm tkde lgsg!
Aku bgn dr meja paun ni ade la dlm 6-7 kali dok tabur nyamuk dlm bekas ikan tu.
Dlm antara aku bangun-duduk-bangun ni, ade la satu part aku tekejot tgk ade bnda gerak dlm cermin. rupanya diri sdiri. cess..
Last aku kumpulkn dulu nyamuk2 ni kt tepi laptop, bru anta kt ikan. save energy.

Pastu tgk plak blogshop2 yg wujud kt internet ni.
hoh. tetiba nk tgk boots(bkn boots phua chu kang). tp byk kua shoes.
Aku da tangkap cintan ngn kasot masot ni.

Tp tkkan la aku yg dok kat bumi jatinangor ni, nak pakai kasot mcm ni.
Dah la dok uma naik turun bukit. Naik turun angkutan kota. Naik bukit fk. Kalau lmbt kena lalu shortcut sikit lalu kat tanah.
Dah nnti heels kasut aku jadi penggembur tanah.
Jadi lupakanlah utk waktu ni. Belilah utk hari raya ke.
Jadi, marilah stick to crocs pink getah yg tkde heels langsung tu!

Tiba2 dgr bunyi ade bnda ketok2..huuu...
tgk atas siling, ade cicak tgh semangat gigit serangga ape tah.
pastu bunyi ketok2 tu pasal serangga tu meronta2 la.
tetiba jatuh plak serangga tu atas tilam aku.. sayap die putus jatuh atas meja. kesian.. serangga tu akhirnya mati.

Haa. best tak blog aku?
Mari kita review..
Bercerita tntg:
1. Aku tk mandi.
2. Bangkai Nyamuk
3. Kasut & Tanah
4. Bangkai serangga tercabut sayap

Tulus, suci & murni dari hati..

p/s:..nyamuk masih berkeliaran di sini..

Thank You For Your Visit..

2009-12-09T07:54:00.005+08:00

after so long..
visitors to my blog reached 1000. ahahahahah.
org lain tk payah tunggu, esok lusa dah seribu.
maybe, half of it, was my own visits to my own blog.
tak tolak traffics from nigeria, german...? duhh..
visitors/guests bring lights & 'berkat' to your home..
so, marilah datang to my blog, even though there's no updates.
haha.
boring lah.
if u have any 'recommendation' of what to do next to my 'abandoned' blog, or what I should really write or good at writing,
silalah comment/shout-at-the-box/sms/call/fb/ms/email/ym/skype me. anything that can reaches me.

happy december everyone!!

--thanks for coming!!--

You, Me & Taik Hidung

2009-12-08T06:51:00.002+08:00

I was reading The Developing Human by Moore. And came across a fun fact.
When we, the human, were about the age of 25 days, our size was 2.5-4.5 mm.
The size of taik hidung if you want to compare.
I was born weighing 4kg.
I was thinking.. Is it possible to collect 4kg of your taik hidung in 9 months?
I think you need to be a 'vacuum cleaner' if it is even possible.
God is great kann??

SMAKJ

2009-11-29T20:02:00.006+08:00

saya ex-student smakj.
I am an ex-student of smakj. (lagi mau translate..)
SMAKJ: Sek. Men. Agama Kerajaan Johor (2002-2005)

sekolah ini bukanlah sekolah handalan yg famous gila.
but known well enough by Johoreans who schools in SMAs.
throughout my school year in SMAKJ, of course, there was sweets & bitters everywhere.
the school is good, adequate, and well-supplied with good teachers.
what i mean by adequate is, its wholesome; dunya wal akhirah.
the product?

i came across to few blogs, myspace, facebook accounts of ex-smakjs.
the conclusion i get: although we sat in a same class, listened to the very same teachers, get dressed with the same school uniforms, and been taught the same lessons
---all that was just ain't enough to make 2 people alike.
i learned that; never judge someone from where they came from.
indeed, never judge anyone at all~..

some people:
"jangan anta anak kau gi skola tu, skola tu terok. prangai bdk2 semua buruk."

oh. jangan. just because a person u know has failed to show great manners of a definite community, u can't simply judge. don't change from A person to ALL people.

some smakjians are well-accomplished. blogs full of remarkable thoughts. ingatkan ustaz, ustazah mana. rupanya kawan aku sebelah almari. proud of them.

post ini takde kena mengena sgt pn dgn smakj.
saje buat sbb nnti kalau ade org google 'SMAKJ', keluarla blog ni. haha.

but 'very sad' when people who know more about faith & religion, left them all..
for the sake of the world.
for the sake of love.
for the sake of other people.
for the sake of beauty.
for the sake of desire & satisfaction.
people do make mistakes, but don't go 'that' far.
far enough to ruin a 'well-baked' cake. (you are the cake)
god knows what 'far' is..

all and all.

let me remind me of myself!

*aku rasa 15th gent paling tk glamour dalam dunia internet ni.

Kamu Belajar?

2009-11-01T07:26:00.005+08:00

Ini adalah situasi antara mak cik dan remaja.

*********#######***********

mak cik: anak ni blaja ke kerja skrg?

anak remaja: oh. saya belaja lagi.

mak cik: belaja dekat mana?

anak remaja: dekat indonesia. bandung cik.

mak cik: oh. jauh nye belaja. dah berapa lama kamu belaja kat sana?

anak remaja: baru setahun setgh. (sambil tersenyum)

mak cik: sekarang ni cuti ye?

anak remaja: a ah. ye cik. cuti kejap.

mak cik: oh. baguslah. belaja elok2 ye.

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mari kita review balik dialog tadi..

mak cik: anak ni blaja ke kerja skrg?

anak remaja: oh. saya belaja lagi.-->dua2 tak. saya ni malas nk belaja. kerja tk layak. jadi saya tk tau status saya. tapi saya berdaftar dgn universiti.

mak cik: belaja dekat mana?

anak remaja: dekat indonesia. bandung cik.--> selalunya atas tilam. baring2 bukak buku, pastu tertido sampai pagi. bangun2, buku da terconteng dgn pen.

mak cik: oh. jauh nye belaja. dah berapa lama kamu belaja kat sana?

anak remaja: baru setahun setgh. (sambil tersenyum)-->tak tentu. bila nak exam lagi 2-3 hari, baru la stat blaja. biasanya tk belaja sgt. org kata 'less is more'.. haha

mak cik: sekarang ni cuti ye?

anak remaja: a ah. ye cik. cuti kejap.-->define cuti? kalau cuti bermaksud 'berhenti kejap dr belaja, dan berehat tenangkn diri'..bermakna, hampir setiap masa saya cuti..

mak cik: oh. baguslah. belaja elok2 ye.--> ape kau merepek ni budak..

Oh! entry kali ini emalina yang post ^_^

2009-10-25T08:54:00.007+08:00

Hye people!!

Ok memang pelik bila org lain tulis blog guna org lain punya blog :)

Actly ni EMA (kawanseperjuanganSHEQA)

Semalam kitorang ada study group (bukanlahstudygroupsgt)
So saya ngan dua org lagi housemate saya (atin yana ngan arah yana) pun join lah sekali..
and kitorang sleepover kat pondok mulana (yangmerupakantempattinggalSHEQA)

Ini lah muka2 org nak final

Alhmadulilah study group berjalan lancar
Lepas habis bincang membincang saya pun mintak kebenaran SHEQA nak tido kat bilik die while atin yana n arah yana pegi tido kat rumah uraya aini (kawansperjuanganSHEQAdanakujuga)

So pagi ni saya bangun2 tido je saya dah bau sesuatu yang wangi (tapibukanlawangisepertibauperfumeninarichi)
Rupa-rupa nya hanisah (kawanseperjuanganSHEQAdanakujuga) telah memasak nasi lemak yang begitu lah sedap nye :)

Jadi sekarang tiba lah masa utk saya mula belajar dan meninggal kan aktiviti menulis blog ini (cakapmacamlahpernahtulisblogbeforeni)
Oh! Sebelum tu tengok lah sedikit gambar2 kenanganmaniskaudanaku SHEQA and saya :)

Bejalan jalan di pasar baru :)

Besenam besama sama :)

Besiap pegi ke class besama sama :)

LASTLY HATUR NUHUN TEH SHEQA :)

P/S : Jumpa saya di facebook by searching Emalina Mohd Ali (sayatakretisangatlahtulisblog)

-HABIS-

Mengumpat

2009-10-10T06:54:00.002+08:00

Baiklah.
I love to gossip!
I'm not sure since when I started to indulge in gossiping activity but next thing i know, I'm up to new-updated gossips. Even some people find me to 'supply' them with new gossips.
The thing is, I don't think being a 'gossip girl' is a good thing.
We talked and digging on somebody else;

1. POINT OUT NEW TOPIC-Hey, korang tau tak yang si..../ari tu aku ada jumpa...die tengah..
2. ELABORATE MORE-Itu la pasal, aku pun tak sangka. Impossible..!
3. GIVE COMMENTS ON THE TOPIC-Aku rasa la kan. Die tu memang macam tu.
4. CORRELATE WITH OTHER EVENTS- ha. hari tu pn aku ade nmpak die./ala..last yr pun die mcm tu jugak./kau ingat tak yg die pernah...

Imagine when someone else talking about you like that. Pointing out issues that was long gone. Giving comments on you, even though they barely know you. Making conclusions based on a 2-minutes scene. That's unfair.
Obviously, I'm talking to myself.
I feel sorry for myself.
For having the feeling of excitement in gossiping about others.
I don't want others talking about ME like that.
So, I am truly sorry to everyone, those who had been a 'victim' of my not-good indulgence. SORRY! Can't name a name. too much i think.
I am having this new determination and resolution..
"NO MORE GOSSIPING WHEN YOU ARE CONSCIOUS ENOUGH!"
-which means, most of the time. hehe..
Those who have same 'hobby', we should stop!
Gossiping/Mengumpat is one BIG SIN.

O you who believe! Avoid much suspicions, indeed some suspicions are sins. And spy not, neither backbite one another. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his dead brother? You would hate it (so hate backbiting) . And fear Allah. Verily, Allah is the One Who accepts repentance, Most Merciful.(Al-Hujuraat:12)

Remind me of..myself~

so much for RM150 passport...

2009-09-24T19:13:00.003+08:00

phew..puhhh..<< an attempt to blow away dusts on my so-long-abandoned blog. hehe..
so. i need to renew my passport since i wont have the chance later.
i went to wisma persekutuan with abah around 10 a.m or so.
i put on some make up because i planned to renew my IC too. so, i definitely want my IC photo looks.. OK..than before.
i found out on the internet that students that study abroad may have the privilege of applying passport with the price of RM150..which is half the original price.
when i arrived there...we went to tingkat 1. then i show my offer letter from MARA to an officer there as a proof. then the officer asked me to photocopy the letter, my IC and get an application form downstairs. off i went..
then, i came up back, took my number, and wait....
then.."0199" appeared from the board number.
an officer name Riana -almost sounds like rihanna- was in-charged.
i gave copies of the letter and etc..
then the officer refer to the supervisor at the back. then the supervisor refer to the 'other' supervisor in a room.
then the supervisor told me that i need to produce some 'black & white' letter or proof that i AM still studying in Indonesia.
the problem is, I am already studying in Indonesia and this is not my first-time passport as an oversea student.(oversea la sgt)..
i showed my student card, but they said my student card doesn't have an exact validity date. and the sup of the sup said that, student card might not be returned even when you was out from the university. then the sup of the sup said. "u nk dpt diskaun bkn sng tau.. mcm ni la. susah2 u pergi jumpa pn. zaharah kt bahagian penyerahan'.. off i went to 'penyerahan'..
i went to an officer there and asked for pn. zaharah. then i waited for 5mins. then the officer said, "pn. zaharah ada kt sana (tempat tadi permohonan pasport).awk pergi kaunter 9 cube tnye ade nmpk die tk.".. cess...
then i went to 'permohonan' and said.."pn. zaharah takde. org kat sna kata die kat sini"..
then the sup went inside and came out and said, "pn. zaharah kat tingkat 8. awk tunggu kejap"..
waited for few minutes...tadaa.. there u are pn. zaharah..
then i went inside the office..and met pn. zaharah. again, i showed my 'stuff' as a proof i am a student in Indonesia.
Pn. zaharah said, we need more proof..like a letter from your university. i explained the same thing like before. my faculty is on holiday the whole week.
'awak ckp mmg la..tp mmg susah sikit nak dpt rebate'...
i called tony from PADMA and he said 'bisa di kasi suratnya, tapi nnti on monday. faculty is closed for one week'..cess. membazir kredit.
then in the end pn zaharah said 'awk ada tiket balik indonesia tk?'.. damn.. nk naik flight pn aku tk bwk itinerary..
then..i called air asia to email me my itinerary. on the meantime, abah called awang, a friend of his that used to work there.
then awang arrived, but my email still hadn't receive the itinerary. then we went upstairs, jabatan imigresen...and met another officer..a 'bigger' officer. then, the officer called pn. zaharah and asked her about my case. hahahahha.. i got the same solution as before, which is, 'find my tix confirmation'..
then, off i went with abah to danga bay, to air asia sales office to get my itinerary.. then we got back to wisma and to the 'permohonan pasport'.. took a number and to a counter..i produce my itinerary, then the officer asked me to photocopy my student card. pulakk.. i went downstairs to photocopy.. then, the photocopy machine buat hal pulak.. waited for abt 10 mins.. got my copy of student card..then went up back... haahhhhh..
the fusses stop here. at last...... a RM150 passport was purchased!!
nasib baik officer ok2 and nak layan aku. huhu.
then. konon2 to spend another 2hrs waiting for the passport, i went to 'pejabat pendaftaran' to pursue my dream of having a nice IC of my own. then, wrote in big letters - no giliran utk mykad HABIS..sila dtg esok pagi-... blurttt... mmbazir make up..balik umah sudah. lapaa

Just to fill in the blank..

2009-08-17T17:19:00.003+08:00

Heh..
>This blog is temporary under construction<
The real thing is: I am a lazy blog writer who is way too lazy to think about wat to write.
Then why did I created a blog at the first place?
- because I have this bad habit of 'lack of compliance'. At that moment, I have this konon2 lots of idea what to write rather than talk to myself mcm org gila.

The thing is, whenever I have this urge or intention or motivation to do something, it always fade away. Let's say:

1. I always wanted to do a regular exercise just to get a nice flat abs. Ive tried twice (few minutes of push-ups) with the help of my friends..It lasted for at least 2weeks then.. So, none succeed. Few weeks ago, I've tried doing dancing 'syok sendiri' that is promising-flat tummy-as said in the ad and comments. But, the videos are resting in peace in my lappy.

2. Since before I moved in to my rumah kontrakan, I dreamed of growing fruit trees or vege plants. I even bought a pack of petola seed from a pasar in Shah Alam. But up until now,(2mos already), my association with the trees & soil is cleaning up the grasses in front of my house and snap off some serai(lemongrass eh?) across my house. (serai bukan tanam sdiri pun)..BTW, I even forgot where did I put that petola seed..hehe..

3. Everytime I started a new study semester or course or watever starter, I always have this 'new spirit' resolution, to study well, to sleep less, to spend less on the internet...and so on.. But,..I slept like a baby! Long hours.. hmphh.. Wat to do? wat to do??

I have this new 'semangat' of decorating my room with lots of colors and motivational word or 'ayat sedar diri'.Macam dalam classroom sekolah rendah dulu.-USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN-.To remind myself of myself..Hope it will work out as planned.
Where my discipline had gone??
Bai Bai.. Exam lusa.. Ni tk compliance la ni..Time2 mcm ni la nak buat blog. Cehh..

Sweet & Sour

2009-07-28T19:12:00.003+08:00

We are not perfect.. yes..
But we are not damaged..
We are sour..
But there's always sweetness somewhere..

We do this..
You do that..
That makes you and us fair & just..
Equal and neutral.
Should we find truce from that?

The perception is free from error..
Was put right..
But we are uncertain..
We know what you know..
But it's so rigid and solid..
That makes it tough to digest..

Because people tend to know..
But more live in denial..
Desiring to be the one and only..
Wishing to do what they fancy..
Putting aside the feeling of sorry..
To themselves..

It's a matter of time..
It'a a matter of mind..
You may have flourish in your own way..
We may be still finding our own path..

Best wishes to us..
Hoping the truth not putting us apart..
Because we are one..

Tagged by Tety: My Wedding Plan??

2009-07-23T20:02:00.004+08:00

1. How old are you?
> absolutely 20! too old to be true

2. Are you single?
> yeap!

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
> after i found a right one? when someone propose? enuf money? age: 25+

4. Do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?
> who? my ikan laga?? nahhhh..

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
> lelaki

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
> my besties..cousins..nvr plan..

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
> traditional wedding at the garden of my home.. kat halaman rumah sudah..

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
> italy!! yeay..

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
> tnye mak. those who know me..

10. Will that include your exes?
> dtg la..

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
> haih.. banyak2 nk buat ape? nanti keras dlm esbok.. max 2 je..

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
> morning till late evening? heh.. penat woo

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
> haha. selawat nabi. lagu selamat pengantin baru.. :]

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
> pakai tangan!

15. Champagne or red wine?
> haram la. ape punye soalan..

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
> seboleh2nya. right after.

17. Money or household items?
> dua2 la. can i choose wat items i want??

18. How many kids would you like to have?
> lebih dr satu

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
> sudah semestinya. kalau bole casette pn nk.. haha

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
> he who wants to marry me? haha.. lets fight!!

Movie & Love

2009-07-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

I just came back from watching Harry Potter half blood snape or watever it is. On my way out of the hall, I saw this girl fixing her BALD boyfriend's hair. well, he's not really that bald, but little hair that no need to be fixed after all. it's just quite funny how silly we can be when it comes to love. when u are not in love, everything about 'love' always seems to go wrong and funny and miserable. i don't remember myself 'in love'. was i ever fall in love at all??
Now it's july. Bandung is getting colder. and might be a season of love to some of my friends. good luck to u guys.
Back to movies..i love watching movies. although, i dozed off a second or two during the show today. i love the cinema. the seats, the cup-holder...it's like halfway to luxury.. but it's not. my mother don't really like the idea of watching movies as a hang-out activities. she hates the cinema. but who can't resist watching movies with almost half of the normal price with the privilege of student cards..and the very cheap fee of Rp10,000 during weekdays which when converted to RM it's only RM3.00++..?? cheaper than a pirated DVD in malaysia eh i suppose.. back again later.. need to finish my reading on One Fifth Avenue by Candace Bushnell.. hmm.. wat am i? a medical student or a columnist????

Love At First Sight...

2009-06-19T15:58:00.004+08:00

For quite long, I nvr really believe in 'love at the first sight'.
How is it possible?

U run into someone, u look him..or her..in the eyes.. and u fell for them..

I strongly believe that love should be based on personality or the attitude that is beautiful.

So, my thought is, how can u love someone just by looking into their eyes..or nose..or lips..or watsoever..
If u love what u see..Just take..the nose..the eyes..and put them into your purse..

It's not fair to judge people by its 'cover'..
The word 'cover' itself has a quite discreet meaning..
Cover: put something on top of or in front of (something) in order to protect or conceal it

To conceal it? That is too obvious kann..

The thing that they actually love is the physical part of the person.
Or the smile that is shining from the perfect white teeth..
Or the way the plumpy lips moving when they talk..
Or that eyes that blink with the batting eyelashes..

As a dot, the word LOVE is actually more likely an ATTRACTION..
Don't misjudge them..

Tagged by Tety.. Again.. hehe.. A-Z questions.

2009-06-01T15:16:00.006+08:00

Answer these A-Z questions with 4 answers.
Then, tag as many friends as you can and see how they coloured their life with 4 lines of word/s.
Tried it now !!!

[A] 4 names people call you :
1. iqah
2. sheqa
3. sheq
4. shafiqah

[B] 4 places you have lived :
1. johor bahru!!
2. kluang, johor
3. tangkak, muar, johor
4. bandung, indonesia

[C] 4 jobs you have had in your life :
1. Kitchen helper
2. tukang tidur
3. pengawas sekolah. heeee
4. blogger

[D] 4 movies you could watch over and over :
1. the pursuit of happyness
2. 50 first dates
3. Just like heaven
4. ape2 la yg aku da lupa

[E] 4 TV shows you love to watch :
1. House!
2. Ugly Betty
3. Desperate Housewives
4. CSI

[F] 4 places you have been on vacation :
1. Medan
2. Brunei
3. Jogjakarta
4. Pulau Pangkor

[G] 4 websites you visit daily (or semi-weekly) :
1. facebook
2. myspace
3. friendster
4. yahoo

[H] 4 of your favourite foods :
1. puding custard
2. asam pedas ikan sembilang
3. ape2 la mak masak
4. roti jala. haha

[I] 4 things you are allergic to :
1. metal or nickel!
2. cocoa butter kat lip balm mybe.
3. lelaki gatal buaya darat mcm nk kena sepak
4. asap rokok indonesia

[J] 4 of your siblings names (if you have any) :
1. siti
2. shuhadah
3. samihah
4. shafiqah!!

[K] 4 places you would love to travel to :
1. Italy..!
2. Mekah
3. Greece
4. Paris

[L] 4 of your pets :
1. Buta@Rontok..kucing yg mandul
2. Jambul..a beruk
3. Budak..mak kucing
4. Bengong..kucing yg kesian

[M] 4 things you want for your birthday/Christmas this year :
1. watch
2. rakan taulan saudara saudari cikebum cikebum
3. big money!!
4. duuhhh.. a better brain. ngee

[N] 4 names of your close friends :
1. ejan
2. atiq
3. akmal. yekkkk..hahaahhahaahha
4. aj..mana2 aj pn bole

[O] 4 titles of your best break-up song :
1. potential break up song-ally & aj
2. take a bow-rihanna
3. so what-pink
4. get out, leave-jojo

[P] 4 things that you hate the most :
1. panas
2. litter!! and those who litter!
3. org tk buka pintu bila aku ketuk. mcm aku ni doorman pulak.
4. result exam kuar!! hahahahah

[Q] 4 things you purchased in last 44 hours :
1. beli duit rupiah kt money changer
2. eye shadow elianto
3. nasi beriani tapi mak bayar
4. rhsia

[R] 4 names of medication pills you consumed :
1. b-complex
2. panadol
3. dhamotil
4. pil chi kit teck aun fadz

[S] 4 favourite subjects in school/college :
1. english
2. reproductive systems. yo yo oo..
3. maths
4. rehat

[T] 4 favourite names for a girl :
1. shafiqah..hehehehe
2. yg ade huruf r in the middle
3. ntah la
4. mlas nk pikir

[U] 4 favourite names for a boy :
1. haikal
2. yg ade huruf q kat tgh2
3. muhammad
4. no idea

[V] 4 closest PURPLE objects :
1. bantal kak mia
2. tia amelia kak mia
3. baju kak mia
4. lady speed stick kak mia..

[W] 4 superheroes/characters that you really adore :
1. batman
2. x-men characters
3. house
4. galileo

[X] 4 things you are wearing now :
1. ring
2. bracelet
3. baju tidur batik jogja mama ckp tk cantik@buruk
4. sepit rmbut

[Y] 4 words to describe yourself :
1. gembira
2. tenang@kurang perasaan
3. malas nk mmpos.. mak pn jd stress
4. pendek dan pipi tembam

[Z] 4 favourite pictures (paste and describe it) :

..>>..colorly aleeya!!..<<..

..>>..happy nephew & niece..<<..

..>>..cat..<<..

..>>..ammer luv cu!..<<..

2009-04-17T08:44:00.004+08:00

A group of orange trees. Can it be called trees? They look fragile and so vulnerable.
I am terrified to the thought these cute growing trees will die. Can we actually grow good orange trees in Bandung??

Are You Happy??

2009-03-29T06:40:00.004+08:00

Woah.
Im writing blog again. It's been a while...

How do you feel when u are feeling happy? except the feeling of happiness at the moment??
hm..

you are happy that..

you actually had the last portion of the food served at the cafe..
you got a surprise present from a crush
you got a nice, flattering dress when u went out shopping
you won a zealous competition, without even trying hard..

The feeling of happy is more like satisfaction.
It is something indescribable and subjective.
You feel like the world was a happy place to live.
You think that today is the happiest day..

But ever think about what somebody else think and feel when u are indulged in a complete happiness??

Others won't be as happy as u when..

they are desperately hungry, and the last food of the day was served to someone else..
their forever crush gave a surprise present to other girl
their 'must have' dress that they promised to have later, was sold out
they was defeated during an important competition that was a real passion to them

ever think of that??
so, the world is not a very happy place to others after all..
today, is not the happiest day to someone else.

And of course, u cannot afford making everyone else as happy as you.
But, the world doesn't revolve around u only..
The least u can do, is to share and to help.
When people around u is not as happy, as satisfied, as fortunate as u,
give a hand to help, and a shoulder to cry on.
After all, sharing is caring ..~

By no means shall you attain Al-Birr (piety, righteousness, etc., it means here Allah's Reward, i.e. Paradise), unless you spend (in Allah's Cause) of that which you love; and whatever of good you spend, Allah knows it well
(Surah Ali Imran: 92)

Tagged by Tety: S

2009-03-16T17:32:00.003+08:00

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Shafiqah

2. A four Letter Word : shoe

3. A boy's Name : Sudin.. duhh..

4. A girl's Name : Saleha. <-- nama mak..~ kire girl tk??

5. An occupation : Supir. hehe

6. A colour : Shocking Ping!

7. Something you'll wear : Skirts

9. A food : Seafood

10. Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo? Soap? Sooshbrush?

11. A place : Siam.

12. A reason for being late: Slow!

13. Something you'd shout : Saya santek!

14. A movie title : Shrek

15. Something you drink : Strawberry Shake?

16. A musical group : Spice Girls!

17. An animal : Singa

18. A street name : Sahabat!

19. A type of car : Serena~

20. The title of a song : She will be loved

Stupid

2009-03-04T09:54:00.005+08:00

Have u ever done anything that later on, u regretted doing it?
Doing something stupid and hope that you will never recall about that thing again?
U just feel embarrassed and sorry to yourself when u rethink about it?
And even feel sorry to someone who got the impact of the 'stupid' things u did?
If yes, I think that's a good thing of u..
Because u actually realized what have u done wrong and know which kind of things should be classified as stupid~..

What if you are the victim of someone's stupidity?

I felt stupid..
..that i ever posted a bulletin to shit about my ex. So LAME!!
..that i often disagreed with my teacher in primary school.
..that i ever felt disgusting with dirty-looking kids.
..that i ever think myself is better than someone else. Nvr!

In the end, those mistakes and stupid things give u more experience throughout your life. Live with it. Live with the fact, that sometimes even smart people do stupid things~ Nobody's perfect..

It's alright
It's alright
It's alright

Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So I call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned

Cell Phone VS Quran

2009-03-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder what would happen if we treated our Quran like we treat

our cell phone?

What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets?

What if we flipped through it several time a day?

What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it?

What if we used it to receive messages from the text?

What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it?

What if we gave it to kids as gifts?

What if we used it when we traveled?

What if we used it in case of emergency?

This is something to make you go....hmm...where is my Quran?

Oh, and one more thing.

Unlike our cell phone, we don't have to worry about our Quran being disconnected

Gedik Gedak Geduk..~

2009-02-22T08:21:00.001+08:00

Ok.
Rasanya mcm da lama sgt kot aku letak poll yg suro org ramai vote tu.

What makes u hate a girl?
Gedik??..Unstoppable Mouth??..Bad Behaviour??..Liar!??..

Pastu ade bpe ketol je yg vote utk soalan aku tu. sedih~

Then, 60+% voted for GEDIK..
Kire ok la tu.

So, what is the real thing or facts abt 'gedik' girl?
Is she way too manja?
Is she a heartbreaker??
Is she someone that love the attention?
Is she someone that so-into-boys?

Well, I dunno why people give that gedik description to the girls. Is there anybody know where did they get the word 'gedik'?
I googled up the word 'gedik'. And down came all the malay porn websites with the word 'gedik'. Which is horrible. I never really thought a gedik is strongly associated with porns and sexual tingy. I tot gedik girls are just gedik girls. They just meant to be 'tergedik-gedik' because possibly they have nothing better to do. Duhh.
How far would gedik girls can go? Would they give up their own respects and dignity or even humanity to achieve their 'who-knows' mission?
And as people and girls are b****ing about gedik girls..
There are still many out there that are trying to be gedik as best as they can.
Weird eh?
Still. I can't really figure out what are true gedik girls should look like. or act like what. it is really subjective, and some people might even say i, myself is a gedik person.
Well, in my mind, gedik is more like Paris Hilton kot. And she did get the limelight for being one.
In the end, it is the mind and the brain that should be working on what is good and what is not.

Women or girls are not objects. We are human. We are not supposed to be made as 'geli-geli' as many people would say. As bad as a girl can be, she is still a girl. A sane human. Has the right to be respected.

If you are a gedik, but know how to act like a sane human being, and has some respects to yourself, then u should just live your life.

Reported from Anas b. Malik, the Prophet said: "Girls are models of affection and sympathy and a blessing to the family. If a person has one daughter, God will screen him from the fire of hell owing to his daughter; if he has two daughters, God will admit him to paradise; if he has three, God will exempt him from the obligation of charity and Jehad."
(Kanz al-Ummal:277).
(Women in Islam by M. Mazheruddin Siddiqi)

Tagged By Tety (Facebook!): 100 TRUTH~

2009-02-21T08:11:00.003+08:00

001. Name ? Shafiqah
002. Nickname(s)? sheqa,iqah,sheq
004. Zodiac sign ? aquaa...rius
005. Male or female ? wanita
006. Elementary ? Tadika ABIM Al-Ummah 2, SRI JB
007. Middle School ? SMAKJ
008. High School ? SMAKJ, SMKPJ
009. College School ? KMJ, UNPAD
010. Hair color ? tam
011. Long or short ? sedang2
012. Loud or Quiet ? loud
013. Sweats or Jeans ? jeans
014. Phone or Camera ? phone
015. Health freak ? siket la. byk jugak. byk kot.
016. Drink or Smoke? ? drink..water..vital!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? ? no. like the crushes will ever have a crush on me back!~
018. Eat or Drink ? eat!
019. Piercings ? got.ear
020. Tattoos ? dosa.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing ? tk hengat. blom msok skola. then cry.
024. First best friend ? I'in. She's a stewardess now n we barely talk after finished tadika.
025. First award ? rasanya. menang ptndingan mengeja kt tadika.
026. First crush ? tk pasti la. crush utk one week kira crush jugak tk?
027. First pet ? Cici. seekor kucing
028. First big vacation ? ape mksud big vacation? hm. gi medan kot.
030. First big birthday ? tk ingat. da 20 bday.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating ? blom mkn. lapar. mne pipah ni.
050. Drinking ? air aqua golek2.
052. I'm about to ? eat breakfast.
053. Listening to ? suara yana ngn hanisah ckp. 'eh tape2..' hee.
054. Plans for today ? study grup+abiskn bce buku PS I love you. haha.
055. Waiting for ? breakfast.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? ? nak
059. Want to get married? ? nak
060. Careers in mind ? tabib.

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes ? soalan ni tk universal. tk suke sape2 mcm mne nk jwb! haish. diskriminasi pengguna. kalau ade pn, nk eye la.
070. Shorter or taller? ? taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous ? bergabung~
073. Nice stomach or nice arms ? nice attitude..hee. nice arms~
074. Sensitive or loud? loud
075. Hook-up or relationship ? relationship. duhh~
076. Trouble maker or hesitant ? trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts ? lost contact dgn org ade la.
081. Ran away from home ? nvr cross my mind
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense ? nope
083. Killed somebody ? haha. tk2. ill be in jail rite now if i ever did dat. wat a q! often kill mosquito. looking 4wd to get rid of tikos farah liana!
084. Broken someone's heart ? tk tau. tade kot.
085. Been arrested ? duhh. arrested ngn warden skola ade la.
087. Cried when someone died ? mesti la. alamak ai.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself ? insya allah.
090. Miracles ? hm. wajib kn?
091. Love at first sight ? i don think so.
092. Heaven ? Wajib pcye la!
093. Santa Claus ? tidak!
094. Tooth Fairy? ee..khurafat~
095. Kiss on the first date? bdosa jugak!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now ? ade. ngn my niece n nephew. oh. one person je eh? hm. tade kot.
098. Are you happy with where you are in life ? i think so.
099. Do you believe in God ? of course.

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people?
sume org.

Tagged by Firdaus (FB): The 25 Tingy Abt Myself

2009-02-15T09:39:00.002+08:00

1. My name is Shafiqah Abdullah
2. I live in JB
3. I love cats
4. I love pink. both the color and the singer.
5. I am so fortunate in my life. although not always.
6. I have 2 elder sisters; Kak Iti n Kak Mia.
7. I have a nephew, Ammer and a niece, Aleeyah.
8. I want to go to Italy
9. I want to be rich. bole tk?
10. I donno how to ride a bicycle
11. I donno how to swim
12. I snore
13. I sleep with my eyes open
14. I tend to waste most of my time
15. I am hoping that I can be a real and good doctor one day.
16. I love chocolate
17. I want to travel around the world
18. I don't like fighting
19. I hate when people got angry with me with no good reasons.
20. I love getting pressies from people
21. I love to gossip with my friends and hanging out together at Roibo
22. I love good-taste cakes.
23. I think I'm good in languages
24. I malas nk mandi
25. There are more than 25 tings in my life

Tagged By Tety (Facebook!)

2009-02-15T08:28:00.006+08:00

Here are the rules - post this list on your profile (in Notes) replacing my answers with yours.

Tag people to do the same thing.

If I tagged YOU, it's because I want to know more about YOU!

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
tiada.

2.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Cant remember. oh. ade. rhsia.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Biase je. tade perasaan..

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Kelinci? haha.. Ikan.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Manyak..

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Waa? I even want to marry myself.. hahaha.! can??

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
salu sgt.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
ayoyo..hope so..

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
nak sgt! nak ajak yana skali. wahahahahha!!

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
koko krunch. honey star..

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
haha.. tak!!

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Ais Krim Roti kat kubur spore tu. bestnye~

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
They way they talk.

15. RED OR PINK?
Ping

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
tido berdengkur. perot boncet. tk tau bwk beskal. malas.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
rumah dan isinya

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
tk brapa nk.

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
hijau buruk ngn tapak kaki.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
zikir munajat-ustaz badrul amin..ngee~

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
blackie

23. FAVORITE SMELLS..
Smells of Cakes!

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON PHONE?
Emakku.

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
tety? suke la. die tk buat jht kt aku. (do i have any other choice to ans this? nnti tety bace!!.haha)

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
gimrama eh? ke gymnastic? ntah la.

27. HAIR COLOR?
itam itu sexy..

28. EYE COLOR?
itam itu gelap

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
tak. tk rabon. n tk ngade2 mcm kak mia..haha.

30. FAVORITE FOOD
manyak woo.. ikan sembilang asam pedas, rebung, ketam, udang mak,mee mak, etc.

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Hepy..

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Pink. Best tk? Bju aku pink, suar ijau. mcm bebek~

34. Summer or winter?
Cuaca Bandung! hee. Summer.

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Kisses

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
gossips!

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
ape ni? to respond to lawak bodo kot.

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
PS I love you. bile ntah nk abes.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
TOuchpad ade rmbut sehelai. mouse pad adelah meja study. atas meja study ade byk gile brg. nk cite ke?

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
tk tgk tv. laghoo..haha..

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S).
Bila aku ngaji. hee.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
beatles.

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
tade! hukhuk.. bercakap dgn byk dan yakin..pastu salah. haha.

46 WHERE WERE U BORN?
Hospital Sultanah Aminah,JB.

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Ntah la. SUme org.

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
tade spouse. significant other? mak? hmm.. kuar dr uterus mak! hee..

Tagged By Chep O Chep (Facebook!)

2009-02-15T07:55:00.003+08:00

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Catch Me When I Fall-Ashlee Simpson

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Melt With You-Jason Mraz..Haha..

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Kasih Tercipta-Faizal Tahir..duh..

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Kiss My Sass-Cobra Starship

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I Luv Your Girl-The Dream.. wat d?

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Maybe-Couple

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Realize-Colbie Caillat

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Every Other Time-LFO

WHAT IS 2+2?
Underneath It All-No Doubt

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Disturbia-Rihanna.. Kah3.. Not exactly the rite ans eh?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Betapa-Sheila On 7

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Me,Myself And I-Beyonce .. yeah!!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Do It Well-JLo

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Green Light-Beyonce

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
The Best Thing-Mocca.. hee..thanks mommy&abah. hoho.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I Will Be-Avril? No..Im not avril's granny. DOnt sing at my funeral. pray for me ok!!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Break It Off-Rihanna ft. Sean Paul

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
London Bridge-Fergie.. Does it make any sense? hmm..

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Diva-Beyonce.. Yeah.. Im not a hustla.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
No Air-Jordin Sparks? Lorh. Don wanna die suffocating lah. Nak mati dlm iman!!

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Conspiracy-Paramore.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
I Try-Macy Gray.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Suara Orang Kena Seksa?..

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Like A Rolling Stone-Bob Dylan

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
This Is Why I'm Hot-Che'Nelle

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Senyuman Ragamu

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGe?
Terbaik Untukmu-Tangga

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Like You'll Never See Me Again-Alicia Keys

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Senandung Hari Raya Untukmu-Dayangku Intan.. Huh?????????

Tag:
semua org yg ade blog dan ade facebook .. haha.

Solat.. Bukan Susah Sgt Pun..

2009-02-06T07:58:00.003+08:00

“Islam itu dibangunkan atas lima perkara, syahadah bahawa tiada Tuhan kecuali Allah, dan bahawa Muhammad itu adalah pesuruh Allah, mendirikan solat, menunaikan zakat, puasa di bulan Ramadhan dan haji ke Baitullah” - Riwayat Bukhori

Orang Yang Tidak Melakukan Solat:
Subuh: Dijauhkan cahaya muka yang bersinar..
Dzuhur: Tidak diberikan berkat dalam rezekinya.
Asar: Dijauhkan dari kesihatan/kekuatan..
Maghrib: Tidak diberi santunan oleh anak-anaknya
Isya': Dijauhkan kedamaian dalam tidurnya

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w yang bermaksud : “Sesungguhnya perkara pertama sekali dihisab bagi seseorang hamba di hari kiamat daripada amalannya ialah Solatnya, jika solatnya itu adalah baik maka dia termasuk dalam orang yang bahagia dan beruntung dan jika sekiranya amal solatnya itu rosak maka dia termasuk orang yang rugi dan tidak beruntung.” - Hadis Riwayat Tirmidzi

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w yang bermaksud : “Perjanjian di antara kita (orang Islam) dengan mereka (orang kafir) ialah Solat, dan barangsiapa meninggalkan solat sesungguhnya dia telah menjadi kafir” - Riwayat Tirmidzi

(Ingatkanlah orang-orang yang tidak beriman) akan masa didedahkan kedahsyatan huru-hara (hari kiamat), dan mereka diseru supaya sujud maka mereka tidak dapat melakukannya. Sambil pandangan mereka tunduk malu, serta mereka diliputi kehinaan; dan sesungguhnya mereka (di dunia) dahulu telahpun diseru supaya sujud (tetapi mereka enggan) sedang mereka dalam keadaan sihat.” - Surah Al-Qolam 35 - 43

Tagged By Inn~

2009-02-01T07:30:00.006+08:00

1.Siapa yang penting dalam hidup anda ?
sume org yg pnting. org yg sembelih ayam pn pnting kn.. kalo tk aku mkn ayam idop..haish..

2.Apakah benda terakhir yang anda beli guna duit sendiri ?
Kuey Teow Goreng Ayam Pedas..

3.Dimanakah tempat perkahwinan kamu ?
ntah ah. da jwb la soklan ni!

4.Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan anda kekal ?
tk phm ah soklan ni. kalo ngn mak, forever.. soklan ni perlu dikaji lg..

5.Adakah anda dilamun cinta ?
da jwb. jwpn ttp sme. tak. buat buang duet jee..huhu..

6.Dimana restoran terakhir kamu makan ?
Bale Cafe!

7.Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli ?
Pediatrics Nelson

8.Apakah nama penuh kamu ?
da jwb!

9.Kamu lebih senang dengan ibu atau ayah ?
mne2 pn bole. mak la.

10.Namakan orang yang kamu ingin jumpa ?
nak sgtt jmpaa;
sudah pernah jwb..

11.Sebutkan nama orang yang paling kamu rapat?
da jwb !!~

12.Adakah anda membasuh baju sendiri ?
da jwb..dobi..

13.Tempat yang paling seronok yang anda ingin pergi ?
da jwb..italy..

14.8 perkara yang amat anda gilai ?
1)blaja..(buat saya gila) huhu..
2)balik mesia
3)balik bilik
4)tido
5)pink
6)shopping
7)internet
8)kucing

15.8 buku yang baru dibaca ?
Can you keep a secret..
Undomestic Goddess..
PS I love you(sedang bce..tk abes2)
Obstetrics Illustrated..
Obstetrics Williams Vol 1..
Obstetrics Williams Vol 2..
Anatomy Tortora..
Gynaecology Illustrated..
bile ntah nk abes bce mreka nih..~

16.8 perkara yang sering diucapkan ?
da pnah jwb..~

17.8 lagu yang sering anda dengar berulang kali ?
da penah jwb soklan ni..tp skrg suke dgr lagu.. jumping-third eye blind ngn lagu LFO.. back to oldies bebeyh!~

18.8 perkara yang dipelajari tahun lepas ?
-jgn pcya sgt kt org..
-kurgkn buat dosa adelah lebih baik..
-pikir dgn baik2 dulu b4 buat sumting.
-perassan raya bkn ngn family..
-mcm mne nk pegi pasar baru..
-rupenya thn dpnnya aku da 20 thn..
-aktiviti meng'spy' adelah menarek dan reveals many things.
-belajar cmne nk buat LI..

19.5 orang yang hendak anda tagged
tety..
fadzreen..
mas..
honeykoyuki..
kak noi!~

ZzZzZz.. Wake Up!!

2009-01-31T19:54:00.008+08:00

Sleeping is vital rite?
And all my life till now I am so well-known who sleeps the most.
I don't know what is wrong with me. Since I was in primary school I sleep a lot in my classes. Yeah..I am a sleepy head particularly when I am in class with the present of teachers.

I sat on the second row when I was in Primary 6. 2nd row means FRONT. But I..Sleep..
I held up my book so that it stands, and slept behind it while Ustazah Rohaya was teaching Pendidikan Teras Islam. And she obviously saw me sleeping..But she ignored me. Huhu..

When I was in Form 1, I slept during my final exam. If I am not mistaken, it was History paper. Cikgu Abby was on duty that time. And I slept!..Not because I am so confident, but I fell asleep and no one woke me up..Worse to worse..I hadn't finished answering all questions. And when I woke up, the time was up! Haha.. And result was out. I almost failed the paper. It was D I guess. Well, at least I passed!~

And also, during Darjah Khas year.. I only came to school for 3 days in a whole complete year. One day I came to school..And guess what..I fell asleep..It left 2 days which one of it is the registration day, and the other one day was oral exam day.. So, it's better to sleep in my dorm rather than sleeping in classes eh?
My story doesn't end here..

When I was sitting for my PMR, I slept during geography paper. And I hadn't answered more than half of the questions. And again, NO ONE woke me up. Not even the examination prefects. When I woke up, there was only 15 minutes left. And I was sweating and started answering all the questions like I was in a marathon.. Lucky me, I had enough time to answer all the questions but of course, without even had a second look.. Thank God..Really really THANK God. I got an A for that 'marathon' paper.

When I was in Matriculation College, I woke up one friday morning late for a laboratory class. But I had a friend with me, a roommate who happened to be in the same class with me, and who happened to woke up late every morning..(Qila).. The class started at 10 am. And we slept like a pair of sleeping beauty, until one of our classmate, Nai and Mas called both of us at a same time. Hehe.. We went to class without taking our baths.! Ngee..

When I was in Form 4, my classmates always referring to me if they want to sleep. If I am asleep, than it is ok for them to sleep. I was like some kind of an 'initiator' or a plug for them to sleep. Like if I sleep, then they have 'kawan' or 'geng' to sleep. Am I a sleeping partner eh? huhu..
Well..
Maybe my brain is processing like this..
Teacher is a sleeping fairy..
Physics are bedtime stories..
Lectures are lullabies..
And sweets are barbiturat?? Because they don't wake me up even a bit.

I also have the ability to sleep standing!~ When I was in Form 1, the monday assembly is so boring rite.. So I sleep standing until Kak Ismizah woke me up. Thought I was unconscious eh?
Silly..Me..
Sorry to everybody who I had harmed, or will harm because of me being a sleepy head.
Sorry teachers! ..

Some of my friends really fond of taking my pics while I fell asleep. Ngehee.. And those pictures are scarily hideous. And some even say(ema), my eyelashes looks like erecting whenever I am sleepy. Hee..

And my friends once awarded me with the nick "Queen of Turu.. And I also received the award for ' 'Best Female Sleepy Head' during my school reunion party.

Well. Really hope my undefined habit will not become more hazardous in Indonesia here. Huhu..

Weird mE..~

You Stinks!

2009-01-31T07:52:00.004+08:00

Body odor.. Oooooo..yeah.. I hate body odor!!
I mean, why on earth those people who have that sickening BO never realize abt wat they are having? Or..they just ignore the 'problem'to the fact, it's natural!..
nO!! it's not natural when you have body odor AND u ignore it! and u let people around u 'enjoy' your stinky smell!! YUCKSSS!!
I do have that bad smells at times. after a long day and works..but then, i try my best to cover it up and get over it by taking my BATH.. and what makes me really sick is people who have a 'constant' BO looks like they never know they are making me and other people fainting!
My good friend, Atiq, once said, "Atiq pelik la.. kenapa orang tk boleh bau yg die tu busuk?? Atiq bole je bau kalau Atiq busuk.."..haha.. btol tu atiq. They walk, they joke, they talk with their BO flying around and does not have any initiative to overcome it.
It's ok la if you sometimes have that BO at the end of the day. it's normal. And it is better when you announce that your BO is attacking and warn those people around you.

Diorang tk bole bau ke badan die bau tengik?
Mcm mana diorng bole tido, makan dan blaja dgn bau yg dorg ade?
adekah mereka dah immune dgn bau mereka?
ataupun, adekah mereka suka dan enjoy bau mereka itu?
mereka ade masalah hidung ke?
mak bapak dorg, adek bradek, bofren, gefren tade ke tego dorg busok? kalau kakak aku entam je. ckp aku bawu cam telor..

What is so hard to know whether u smells or not? Just lift your arm and smell your armpit!! And don't say.'eeww..disgusting..! when you yourself have that disgusting smell. Start smelling your own BO before it kills someone!!~

It may be a bit shameful and hard-to-say, but it is even better if you ask your friends about your BO..because they are the one who smells you..

And those with bad breath also make 'my eyes rolling'! Smell your own breath! Or to those insects around you..See if they die..

Sometimes I feel like wanting to send secret anonymous letters to those with bad BO and spit it all out about how annoying is their 'natural perfume..'..

Thanks For Remembering My Day..

2009-01-26T21:17:00.005+08:00

usually my bday will went all plain..and no special occasion. but this 20th birthday of mine really thoughtful and left a good memory for me.
on the night of my bday, tety, amal and zub came to my room and singing 'happy bday' happily while i was stuck in front of my lappie..they got me a night gown.. and then came like a stampede my 'girls' joining the singing with some of them just contributed the noise with clapping their hands..hehe..-->special to farah liana..
i was a bit disappointed actually. because the 'girls' didn't get me anything for my birthday..but i figured, they might get me a piece of 'berkat' cake the next day..hmm..

morning of 24th january: i woke up as usual..nothing less nothing more. postponed my bath..as usual also. then around 9.30 am i went to farah liana's room to find her all dressed up. and she told me she's going to jatos..all alone..! and suddenly, almost everybody was all dressed. tika and yana gave the same reason that they are going to buy some bread..while pah said she's going for breakfast which is not exactly what she always did..with herself all well dressed up. and then, i brought my already fungus-contaminated-bread and margarine to farah liana's room and suddenly the 'girls' came and said "jom!"..and i was like..what happened? then suddenly everybody was rushing me out, and I, luckily had the opportunity to change into my jeans went with them to somewhere..(yeah..i am not writing the 'vital' part of the story girls..!)
and surprise!!they celebrated my bday at a swimming pool..it has an all-girls part. which is great. we enjoyed the 'swimming' and shouting like there was no other people there. hehe..
and then we went to jatos around 12 and had our lunches. and i was happy. very happy..i thought it stopped there. but i was wrong..while having my dinner with akmal, they brought out a cake! and it's not berkat's! it was a nice cake with a slice of peach on top of it. and it's delicious! and then i got a cute drink bottle from ema, a teddy bear from yana, a set of love letter from fadz, a room freshener from pah and elmi, a cute purple mug from su..thank u guys..
25th jan..pah and yana, once in a blue moon was cooking some rice and told me they are going to cook tomyam..duhh..and after isyak..they all told me there will be a meeting later, which is clear on their face..they were lying! u guys are bad at lying la girls..and tadaaa~ there were a surprise celebration for me, aminah and fikri..the old people..huhu..
so..3 surprises for a bday! thank u..
and a big thanks to others who did remembered my bday..
my cousin, ida..my sister, kak mia..my mommy..atiq..ungku fatimah..nazri..tina..izzah..raja..kak hanisah..amir..nuar..wan..hanif..ejan..si curang..afiq..all the girls here..and those who gave bday comments on my facebook, myspace, fster, ym, etc.. thanks a lot!

Welcome 20!

2009-01-24T07:39:00.004+08:00

I'm old..lucky me!~
I'm 20! which means i'm not a 'teenager' anymore..
so, people say 20 or 30 or whatever it is the number, is only a number..
But the thought that I already lived for a complete 2 decades kind of kills me.
So, rite now, I am 20. And then the next 10 yrs I am going to be 30. Being 30 is the beginning of becoming old! And I only have ten more years to go!!
When I was a kid, I always thought that I won't live this long. I thought it's kind of weird to see myself as an adult. I thought I might just live for 18 years or so but never being 20. Silly cutey me! hehe..
I have lived for 2 decades and what are there to see in the past 20 yrs of my life? Nothing significant..
20 yrs kind of teach me some lessons abt life. About how things work. About how people differ from each other. About how complicated it is to live your life.
Things happen for a reason. So do numbers. God creates numbers and ages for reasons too I guess..
I turn 1 yr older every 24th January.. So, at the same time, I am 1 yr closer to death..So, I should be prepared more to die. I am risking that so-called 'adult' diseases. While the cancer says 'hi' to 20, osteoporosis says 'welcome'. Haha..
Is it too early for me to worry abt all that and get freaking out abt being old?
So, from today and 10 yrs onward, I am in the group of 'Girls in Twenties..' not anymore 'Teenage Girls..' which sounds more hippie..hehe..
I hope 20 will not disappoint me. I hope 20 will meet 21 in a smooth, happy, marvelous and enjoyable year.
Welcome to my life 20! Hope you make my life more meaningful.
Thanks to mommy becos had gave birth to me. at this time 20 yrs ago, she was all out for the sake of me..love u mak!~

Happy Birthday ~

"Take benefit from five before five: your life before your death, your health before your illness, your spare time before you get busy, your youth before your old age and your wealth before your times of poverty."

The Prophet (salalahu alahi wa salam) said
" The best of you is the one who lives the longest and does many good deeds."
( Tirmidi 3/387, 2432) .

We Will Not Go Down

2009-01-16T12:40:00.002+08:00

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they’re dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who’s wrong or right
But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

A song from Michael Heart..

Have Some Softener..

2009-01-14T16:12:00.005+08:00

I asked a friend of mine, Yana, the one who always calls me 'Mak Tiri', "Kau guna softener tak untuk basuh baju?". Yana replied, " Guna, nk kasi wangi..".
Once Su desperately wanted to have some softener and took Akmal's and left a stick-note to her, 'Aku amik softner kau sikit'.. And the note stuck at Akmal's door for days..
From the name itself, the softener is used to soften your clothes and as a side effect, make them smell lovely. I love using the softener too, but then sometimes got too lazy to trouble myself. Because I think, without the softener, my clothes won't be that stinks.

So, have you ever think to put some softener to your heart and soul? Is there ANY softener for it? How do you know whether your heart is soft, hard or semi-soft or semi-hard or whatsoever it is? Being a soft-heart person doesn't mean you cry every time you watch a drama or saying 'yes' to everything and become a 'pak turut' or 'mak turut'. It is more about how you take in good things into your life and try to become a good person.
And what are the reason for you to have a soft heart, when you already have a good life with a bad one? Get what I mean? NVM.. I think, being a soft-heart is almost a start for everything. With a soft heart being in there with you, there will be no fight, no yelling, no lies, no drugs, no murder, no bribes, no corruption, no war! And of course, some might say, 'Nobody is Perfect', and those nasty things are the colors of life. But please, don't choose yourself to put those nasty colors that will ruin yourself and others. Life is short. Life is about being a good servant to the God. There's no point of being a bad person when you know you can be a good one.

Still, it's your life. You can choose whether you want to have a good heart or a bad one. There will be other people that will go to the same path you chose. So, there's no worry. Just like softener. It's up to you, whether you want to use them for your clothes or not. But then, having your clothes soft and smell good is much more better than having a stink and 'bau hapak' clothes. Your heart, you choose..~
And you cannot simply have a 'good heart' by eating Quaker Oat ok!!

Your Heart Is Hard Enough When You..

1. Malas Melakukan Kataatan dan Amal Kebaikan
2. Tidak Tersentuh Oleh Ayat Al-Qur’an
3. Tidak Tersentuh dengan Ayat Kauniyah (pengajaran)
4. Berlebihan Mencintai Dunia dan Melupakan Akhirat
5. Kurang Mengagungkan Allah
6. Kegersangan Hati (Tidak Tenang)
7. Kemaksiatan Berantai

PS: A happy birthday wish to my good friend Afiq Jaffaran. You're 20! May a wonderful life awaits you!

Are We One of Them?

2009-01-14T12:27:00.002+08:00

Dari tsuban r.a berkata: Rasulullah S.A.W. bersabda: “hampir tiba suatu masa dimana bangsa bangsa dari seluruh dunia akan datang mengerumuni kamu bagaikan orang-orang yang hendak makan mengerumuni talam hidangan mereka .” Maka salah seorang sahabat bertanya : “Apakah kerana kami sedikit ketika itu?” Nabi S.A.W menjawab: “Bahkan kamu pada hari itu banyak sekali, tetapi kamu umpama buih di waktu banjir.” “Dan Allah akan mencabut rasa gerun terhadap kamu dari hati musuh-musuh kamu, dan Allah akan mencampakkan ke dalam hati kamu penyakit wahan .” Seorang sahabat bertanya : “Apakah wahan itu ya Rasulullah?” Nabi lalu menjawab: “Cinta pada dunia dan takut pada mati.” Hadis riwayat Abu Daud

Forever Friends Girls..

2009-01-11T17:04:00.010+08:00

Ok. By request from Farah Liana, I am gonna introduce my good friends here in Indonesia. Without them, I'll be crying and counting days to get back home. But becos they are so lovely and outspoken and wonderful and enjoyable and lovable, they make the atmosphere feels like home.

Pipah
..Miss Very Slim..
..calls me 'kak'..
..has a low pitch voice..
..byk songeh nk makan..
..I call her Pah, but then it is nicer to call Hafifah..haha..
..once 3G with her in the same tutorial class and sitting next to each other..

Tika
..Miss Ak' Bale..
..neat and tidy is probably her motto..
..people call her 'cantek' bcos she is cantek..
..lovely eyes..
..loves Tom Yam..
..we caught an old man watching pornography on a phone!!..

Farah Liana
..Miss Badang..
..Her fav word is 'lagho!'..
..Has a secret affair with Cecep..haha..
..Miss Paun..
..Always miss her friends..
..Emo Girl..!..

Fadzreen
..Miss Petai..
..Loves downloading stuffs..
..Anjang!!..
..Don't eat pedas..
..we once got onto a wrong 'Angkut Hijau' and had to walk back to Unpad..hee..

Emalina
..Miss Tachycardia..
..Loves Moooo Stuffs..
..She says, 'aku ni otak tk brapa nk smpai'..
..Loves my Ammer..
..our exes are sucks..
..we broke up on a same day!..
..gergasi comel..

Su
..Miss 'Social'!..hee..
..dedicated to Jas..ngee..
..sopan, baik, lemah lembut..huhu..
..suka makan instant foods..
..gagah perkasa..hee..

Akmal
..Miss Sengal..
..My bestie..
..Her name will be the first in the morning..
..Azreen is her girlfriend or boyfriend?..haa.
..I hope she will always be healthy and fine..
..Ayong!!..

Dalina
..Miss President..
..Out Of Syllabus~..
..suke malas nk buat ape2..
..She knows German..very wellll..heee..
..SOAD, Tokio Hotel is part of her..

Hanisah
..Miss Ustazah Rock!..
..wanita bekerjaya..
..Her room=Cinema..
..ragged..
..I always have the urge to keronyokkan tudung die yg tajam tu kejap..hee..

Yana
..Miss Lagu Ulang2..
..always slept with her headphone on!!..
..calls me 'garang'..paling baik pn calls me 'mak tiri'..
..provide good services of DVD Borrowing..
..I love her Milo, and Koko Krunch..
..suke makan jajan!..ee..

Farah Hani
..Miss Datin..
..high determination of losing her weight..
..love her laugh..
..seangkatan dgn aku, su, hanisah..haha..
..Loves her Jln 3 skool..
..has a good voice..

Elmi
..Miss Love-Cats..
..bought a clock to break the silence in her room..
..cool aje..
..has a good voice too..

You girls really make my day, my week, my months..Hopefully, make my life..~
Together we stand..~

Lots of Luv..

Mommy..Mama..Mother..Luv U!

2009-01-09T09:35:00.007+08:00

Mommy is a great woman.. And I believe every mother is the same. Mothers do multiple tasking every now and then but we actually never really see that. I never felt being left out by mama when I was a kid, although, she is a career woman and dedicated with her job as a teacher. When I was small, she used to send me to this scary auntie(God bless her) to look after me when she was at work. I always cried and asked to go with Mama to school(if i was awake). She promised to buy me 'mekap' as I wished to calm me down. And she did! Even though it was just a Three Beauty compact powder, but she did remembered what I wished. I was very happy that time. And years past, Mama always been there for me.
I watched several movies that convey abt mothers being overprotective and mischievous person. And the mothers had quarrels and arguments with their kids. And the kids will be all stressed out and left their annoying mums. The End.. And the viewers will digest the stories and give an approving nod to the kids and blame the mothers. Oh, come on..
I watched this movie 'Awake' with my friends. It was a story abt a guy who fell in love with a girl and have an overprotected and rich mother who hates his gf. Then, he needed to undergo a heart surgery by a friend doctor. But the mother didn't approve as she knew the doctor often malpractices. But the son insists. And I started to rattle on how inappropriate to ignore your mother. In the end, the mother gets it right. The doctor and the gf are having plans to fail the surgery. In the end, the mother sacrifices herself and gave up her heart for her beloved son.

Mother is not just any other ordinary person in this world. She gave birth to you, she took care of you, she cooked for you, she did the laundry for you, and now, just because your mind and hers is not think alike anymore, you just wanna leave her? And because your mother doesn't like your girlfriend or boyfriend, you suddenly want to shut her out of your life? And run? It's in newspapers all around. Girls leaving families for their 'true love' and elope.. Well, in my opinion, that was just rude. After all those cares and love that had been showered by the parents, you want to leave them for a boy/girl? It's not fair. Just count, how many years have you spent with your mother compared to your 'other' love ones. How much money and time your mother had spent for you than your bf/gf? Just because he said, 'i love you with all my heart', and she said 'i will be there for you forever', your mother is not important anymore? Is it worth it? To leave all the good things and memories with your mother for the sake of love?

Status of A Mother In Islam
One day a man came to see the Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings be upon him and his progeny. It seemed that he was trying to solve something but couldn't quite work it out. So he asked the Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings be upon him and his progeny. "Tell me, O Prophet of Allah! I have many relatives and many friends whom I love, and whom I wish to care for and help. But I often find it difficult to decide which of them has the greatest claim upon me? Which of them should come first?" The Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings be upon him and his progeny replied immediately, "Your mother should come first and before all others."

The man was very pleased to have this clear guidance from the Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings be upon him and his progeny. But of course there were all his other relatives and his friends, so he asked again: "And after my mother, who has the greatest claim upon me?" The Prophet Muhammad's, peace and blessings be upon him and his progeny reply this second time surprised him. "Your mother!" he said again.

The man wondered why the Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings be upon him and his progeny was repeating himself. Perhaps he had not spoken clearly, the man thought, so he asked the question again, "What I want to know is, after my mother, who has the greatest claim upon me? Again the Prophet Muhammad, peace and blessings be upon him and his progeny said "your mother!"

Did You Know?

2009-01-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

1. That, Masjidul Al Aqsa was the second Masjid on earth.
2. That, it was built 40 years after the Ka’ba in Makkah.
3. That, most scholars are of the opinion that Masjidul Al Aqsa was first built by Prophet Adam [as].
4. That, Ibrahim [as] rebuilt the Masjidul Al Aqsa in Jerusalem as he and Ismail [as] rebuilt the Ka’ba in Makkah.
5. That, Prophet Daud [as] began the rebuilding of Masjidul Al Aqsa.
6. That, it was Prophet Sulayman [as] who finally completed the building of Masjidul Al Aqsa.
7. That, Masjidul Al Aqsa built by Sulayman [as] was destroyed in 587 BC by Nebuchadnezzar King of Babylon.
8. That, the Jews call this same Masjidul Al Aqsa built by Sulayman [as] as their Temple.
9. That, the Jews re-built their Temple on them same site in 167 BC but was destroyed in 70 AD and Jews banished from Jerusalem.
10. That, the site of Masjidul Al Aqsa remained barren and was used as a rubbish tip for nearly 600 years until the Great Khalifah Umar bin Khattab liberated Jerusalem in 637/8 AD.
11. That, the Khalifah Umar bin Khattab began the foundation of Masjidul Al Aqsa and a timber mosque was built.
12. That, the Umayyad Khalifah, Abd’ al Malik ibn Marwan in 691/2 [72/73 AH] began the construction of, Dome of the Rock – today this is the Golden Domed Mosque.
13. That, the al Buraq wall or Western Wall where Prophet Muhammad [saas] tied his animal the Buraq on the night journey of al Isra is what the Jews call the wailing wall.
14. That, to Muslims it is the land or the Haram Sharif area which is most holy and important.
15. That, the Haram area of Al Aqsa has within it the Masjidul Al Aqsa [Black Domed Mosque] and Dome of the Rock [the Golden Domed Mosque].
16. That, Israel occupied Masjidul Al Aqsa in 1967.
17. That, the fundamentalist Jews have made 100’s of attempts to destroy Al Aqsa since 1967 when they occupied it. A fire in 1967 started by their help destroyed the 900 year old Mimbar installed by Slaudeen Ayub, the Great Muslim Hero.
18. That, the fundamentalist want to blow up and destroy Masjidul Al Aqsa and replace it with a Jewish Temple.

A Hope For Them..

2009-01-07T23:34:00.003+08:00

Berdzikir Dengan Nama Tuhanmu
Bermunajatlah Di Tengah Malam
Bertaubatlah Padanya Penuh Rasa Hamba
Agar Doa Kita Di.. Makbulkan
Agar Palestina Kita Genggam Semula
Agar Palestin Bebas Di Tangan Kita
Kembali Damai Disirami Air

Kebenaran Al-Quran Dan Sunnah
Palestina Kan Dimiliki Lagi
Ingatlah Allah Dan Hindarkan Dosa
Palestin Kan Aman Lagi
Dengan Ketaatan Dan Amalan Soleh

Palestine You Will Regain Your Land
Remember Allah And Stay Away From Sin
Palestine Will Be At Peace Again
And Filled With The Worship Of Allah

Dengan Kata Dan Ketaqwaan
Pada Allah Yang Maha Kuasa
Ketakutan Dan Kelemahan
Peluru Dan Dentuman
Bukan Lagi Penghalang
Pembelaan Allah Akan Datang
Palestin... Palestin... Palestin
Palestin... Palestin...
Palestin...

A Better Man?

2009-01-06T22:12:00.004+08:00

So, things are going quite rough for the muslims today. With Palestine being attack savagely. And people thoughtfully have send emails, forward messages to pray for the victims in there. It is kind of hurtful if someone ignore all this messages and not even take a minute to understand what it is all about especially when they are actually a muslim too? Some of you might find this silly. But there are actually people out there who never really care. All they care about is their own life that they think are the worst ever. Did they ever imagine themselves at those victims places? I sometimes want to yell aloud at people who keeps whining about how sad and dreadful their life is. About how their fats showing, how hideous they are, and even how ugly their bags are! I mean, look around you! There are more lives out there suffering than your silly old bag. There are more people out there who actually want to have some fat you actually have.
Ignorance.. Some people like to be ignored or they themselves ignore others. Both are bad. We actually living in this world by other people favors. You cannot live your life all alone. People have to mingle around and digest in some good advises. What's wrong in being a better man? Be thoughtful.. Be wiser..

Secrets..Do you have one?

2009-01-06T21:12:00.006+08:00

I just finished reading Can You Keep A Secret? It is a nice, heartwarming book. I do learn something from that book. So, can u keep a little secret from everybody? When people hissing around to people close to them and say, 'it's a secret..', does it really can be considered as a secret? To the fact that they actually already told 'someone' their secret, it shouldn't be called as a secret, isn't it? So what is secret is all about? And why actually people keep things as a secret? I think, the less secrets you keep, the easier the life goes. Secrets will bring people to lie. And lying is not a good thing, for sure. But then, it's life we are talking about. Secrets are everywhere. And there are people who love to have secrets, and people who love to nose about secrets of others (like what i used to be..before..).. And one more thing I just don't quite really get is why people are so ashamed of picking up their nose? And the fact that people might know they did so? It's just an innocent, nice looking nose and there are clusters of dusts in there and you just want to pick it out from your nose? Is that a crime? I think people should be more ashamed of doing drugs and alcohols or whatsoever than picking up their little nose.. It's just a nose and some dusts.. maybe someday i will make a campaign to support picking up your nose..hehe..it's healthy rite?

Tag Tahun Baru Daripada Keyda Cayunk!~

2009-01-05T20:50:00.002+08:00

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
>>Mak, laptop, rumah, makanan.

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
>> Handphone! Tu pn dapat duet sket dr mak..

3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu??
>> Kat umah jela. Jauh2 susah pulak makcik2 nk datang.

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
>> Hubungan ape? tk spesifik..tanak jwb..

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
>> oh..tidak sama sekali.

6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
>> Lapangan Tembak, Jatos, Bandung, Indonesia.
Senibong, Johor Bahru, Johor..

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
>> Tanye amal.. huhu..

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
>> ala..bru nk rhsia identiti.. shafiqah abdullah.

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
>> Mak..Abah pn ok la.

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
>> Nabi Muhammad..Ngee..

11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
>> 1. Ejan Januari
2. Atiq Chris Brown
3. Nana Black
4. AJ Mang
5. Maira Madonna
6. Tina Turner
7. Umi Tipah
8. Akmal Siot!

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian kamu sendiri??
>> Hm. Adelah sket2. Laundry yg byk basuhkan. Ibu Bale yg tk kasi basuh sdiri. Bkn salah aku..

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pergi?
>> Italy! yeay..

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu?
>> Somel, suka senyum, cpt je dpt bf bru(hehe), friendly, materialistik..haha..

15. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai?
>> Tido..Internet..Kucing..Novel..Shopping..Muvi..Balik Msia..Mengumpat..ngee..

16. Pelukan atau ciuman?
>> Ciom.

17. 8 perkataan yang sering diucapkan?
>> Allahuakbar(setiap kali solat), wei, bengong, tak, boleh, belah, kawan-kawan, akmal.. haha..

18. 8 buah buku yang paling baru baca?
>> The Undomestic Goddess, Physiology, embryology, gynaecology, can u keep a secret?

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali?
>> Cry- Rihanna, PS I'm Still Not Over You- Rihanna, Lucky-Jason Mraz&Colbie, If I Were A Boy-Beyonce, Me,myself and I-Beyonce, So what-pink, Most Girls- Pink, My Boo-Usher&Alicia Keys..lagu2 yg yana slalu ulang..tpkse dgr..

20. Mari Men ' tag ' 8 orang len..
>> sume org..! haha..

Poor Little Cats..

2009-01-04T19:36:00.004+08:00

My dad once told me that or actually warn me, don't call the cats(the usual rhyme that ppl use) like u are going to feed them, when u have actually no food to offer.. it's just cruel. Animals do have feelings. Treat them well. I really hate it when seeing people happily hit stray cats like they are some kind of an untreated disease. Yes, cats do bring about diseases, but so do people around you. Would u hit those other people too?

Talking abt cats. I have this weird female cat back at home which ate her own baby kitten. Yucks! I am not sure whether the kitten already dead by the time the mother started to eat her, but still..it is disgusting. And my dad said the mother finished her baby leaving only the head! Eww.. Gross.. My sister can't even stand looking at the pictures I took.. What is happening to world? Even the cats are getting weird. Hm.. Here's the pic..

Urban Legends : Rumor Has It

2009-01-04T13:11:00.005+08:00

Soo...
Based from somewhere..urban legend is..
Definition: An apocryphal, secondhand story told as true and plausible enough to be believed, about some horrific, embarrassing, ironic, or exasperating series of events that supposedly happened to a real person.

ok..to be short..it is stories or legends or so-called facts that are not true..
i notice nowadays, ppl are easily hoaxed by all these urban legends.. i am not discussing whether Puteri Gunung Ledang or Sangkuriang of Tangkuban Perahu is really exist or not. Rite now is abt the new version of myths and lies.. For example: the stories abt some girls in singapore who got raped and had been given pills called Rohypnol and Progesterex.. I google this thing ( some of my friends call me 'miss google) and found out it's a myth.. Rohypnol do exist..but the scarier Progesterex are unknown n nowhere to be found.

What bothers me is that, ppl are so easily dumbfounded that they instantly copy these 'facts' and forward them to their friends..without knowing whether it is true or not. so, mybe most of them are being nice and thoughtful to warn their girlfriends of the dangers around them..but.. come on..expand something exact and precise..stop being someone who keeps nodding to everything...up until when my dear?

and..one more thing.. abt forward messages..especially those islamic-like messages that down in the end saying.. 'plz forward this to 10 ppl..or else u will have a bad year or watsoever that is bad laa..'.. Can it be right? It is a good thing to post and give these kind of good advises especially abt our beloved religion..but plz.. forget the last sentence. Islam is not a religion that forcing its followers.. It is a safe and peace religion.

And be careful when spreading words of Islam..If it's wrong, it might hurt ur Iman and Tauhid.. And recently and all-times fav spread-the-words are the word 'BYE'.. they say u cannot use that word any longer bcos it gives bad meaning. but i read it from someone's blog who is studying in Egypt, kids there normally call their dad as 'ya babi..ya babi..'(originally 'abi'). So, do we have to stop them addressing their fathers 'babi' just becos in malay it means pig?
Same goes to the word 'bye'. We use it as part of our daily conversation. what is more important is our intention or 'niat'..~

If He Really Cares...

2009-01-04T12:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Mr. President,
Come take a walk with me.
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me.
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why?

Dear Mr. President,
Were you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
How can you say
No child is left behind?
We're not dumb and we're not blind.
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell.

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away?
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine.

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye?

Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Dear Mr. President,
You'd never take a walk with me.
Would you?

working out..

2009-01-04T12:47:00.000+08:00

hello..ppl of the world.
its 2009.. and i am starting to write a new blog.
rite now..
i am imagining myself as Kate Winslet in The Holiday with her spectacles on and typing on and on..(donno if the 'image' exist or not.)
but..the real thing..here i am. sitting on my bed. w/o spectacles..
and writing these nonsense while actually i have so many other things to be done.
this blog shld contain noting..
but will means a lot to me..

this is lyfe rite..
not everytinhg u treasure with all ur heart is also treasured by other ppl..
and u cannot expect everyone else to know wats in ur head and do exactly the way u want..

Qoka..