Welcome 20!

I'm old..lucky me!~
I'm 20! which means i'm not a 'teenager' anymore..
so, people say 20 or 30 or whatever it is the number, is only a number..
But the thought that I already lived for a complete 2 decades kind of kills me.
So, rite now, I am 20. And then the next 10 yrs I am going to be 30. Being 30 is the beginning of becoming old! And I only have ten more years to go!!
When I was a kid, I always thought that I won't live this long. I thought it's kind of weird to see myself as an adult. I thought I might just live for 18 years or so but never being 20. Silly cutey me! hehe..
I have lived for 2 decades and what are there to see in the past 20 yrs of my life? Nothing significant..
20 yrs kind of teach me some lessons abt life. About how things work. About how people differ from each other. About how complicated it is to live your life.
Things happen for a reason. So do numbers. God creates numbers and ages for reasons too I guess..
I turn 1 yr older every 24th January.. So, at the same time, I am 1 yr closer to death..So, I should be prepared more to die. I am risking that so-called 'adult' diseases. While the cancer says 'hi' to 20, osteoporosis says 'welcome'. Haha..
Is it too early for me to worry abt all that and get freaking out abt being old?
So, from today and 10 yrs onward, I am in the group of 'Girls in Twenties..' not anymore 'Teenage Girls..' which sounds more hippie..hehe..
I hope 20 will not disappoint me. I hope 20 will meet 21 in a smooth, happy, marvelous and enjoyable year.
Welcome to my life 20! Hope you make my life more meaningful.
Thanks to mommy becos had gave birth to me. at this time 20 yrs ago, she was all out for the sake of me..love u mak!~

Happy Birthday ~

"Take benefit from five before five: your life before your death, your health before your illness, your spare time before you get busy, your youth before your old age and your wealth before your times of poverty."

The Prophet (salalahu alahi wa salam) said
" The best of you is the one who lives the longest and does many good deeds."
( Tirmidi 3/387, 2432) .