Mengumpat

Baiklah.
I love to gossip!
I'm not sure since when I started to indulge in gossiping activity but next thing i know, I'm up to new-updated gossips. Even some people find me to 'supply' them with new gossips.
The thing is, I don't think being a 'gossip girl' is a good thing.
We talked and digging on somebody else;

1. POINT OUT NEW TOPIC-Hey, korang tau tak yang si..../ari tu aku ada jumpa...die tengah..
2. ELABORATE MORE-Itu la pasal, aku pun tak sangka. Impossible..!
3. GIVE COMMENTS ON THE TOPIC-Aku rasa la kan. Die tu memang macam tu.
4. CORRELATE WITH OTHER EVENTS- ha. hari tu pn aku ade nmpak die./ala..last yr pun die mcm tu jugak./kau ingat tak yg die pernah...

Imagine when someone else talking about you like that. Pointing out issues that was long gone. Giving comments on you, even though they barely know you. Making conclusions based on a 2-minutes scene. That's unfair.
Obviously, I'm talking to myself.
I feel sorry for myself.
For having the feeling of excitement in gossiping about others.
I don't want others talking about ME like that.
So, I am truly sorry to everyone, those who had been a 'victim' of my not-good indulgence. SORRY! Can't name a name. too much i think.
I am having this new determination and resolution..
"NO MORE GOSSIPING WHEN YOU ARE CONSCIOUS ENOUGH!"
-which means, most of the time. hehe..
Those who have same 'hobby', we should stop!
Gossiping/Mengumpat is one BIG SIN.

O you who believe! Avoid much suspicions, indeed some suspicions are sins. And spy not, neither backbite one another. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his dead brother? You would hate it (so hate backbiting) . And fear Allah. Verily, Allah is the One Who accepts repentance, Most Merciful.(Al-Hujuraat:12)

Remind me of..myself~